BE STILL & KNOW HE IS GOD

Freak out…

2012-01-04T12:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in the middle of work, I will stunt for awhile and it feels like my heart has stop beating awhile and started to find myself catching for breath. It do freaks me out a bit when time pass so fast and I feel like I am catching up with time.

Exactly 4 more months from now will be our big day and seems like still a lot to prepare. I am not slim enough, skin not good enough, work is starting to pile up as well and the calendar date is filling up. I have not got my gown, have not talk to the florist, have not find the caterer, have not reserve hotel, have not got confirm of some of the small small things. Oh dear…. May God be my help.

Happy New Year again by the way… Glad that it’s a new year, new start, new resolution and hopefully, new chapter of my life.

** Freak me out a little bit **

Flashing Back..

2011-12-31T12:06:00.003+08:00

2011
It has been a great year
A year of breakthrough in diet
A year of laughter
A year of bearing fruits
A year of love
A year of preparation for marriage
A year of teaching
A year of learning to be strong
A year of trusting God is in control
A year of building up the dance team
A year of changing from youth to children ministry
A year of cooking and eating at home
A year of getting a green light from God
A year of loving babies around me
A year of gaining lots of weight and losing them
A year of travelling around Malaysia2012
Will be a year of faith
Will be a year believing God will provide
Will be a year of overflowing blessing
Will be a year of testifying God’s faithfulness and greatness
Will be a year of laughter and joy
Will be a year of 2 becoming 1
Will be a year of recruiting
Will be a year of travelling out of Malaysia
Will be a year of starting new lifestyle
Will be a year of continuous diet
Will be a year of prayer

** Excited for what is coming up **

End of the year

2011-12-31T11:34:00.003+08:00

This is the 4th year that I celebrate Christmas in All Saints’ Cathedral. This year Christmas was wonderful. I thank God that with His grace, the dance team is so much stronger with the limited practices and time that we have. With a few steps of guidance, they able to choreograph and perform such a beautiful dance… I am very glad… All glory be to God.

Other than Christmas Eve event, I am grateful also that this is the second year we spent Christmas together and more to come. Of course this also the last year that we spend it as single and next year, we will be spending Christmas as a newly married couple.

With God’s blessing, we went to have a beautiful and tasty buffer lunch at Lee Meridien Hotel. It gave us a glimpse of honeymoon feel. Hehehe…

After that, our staff have a short retreat to Manukan Island. Though the island is not as pretty as Mataking and it’s like no way to compare to Mataking, we also enjoy the time there.

I guess that’s a good way to end our 2011 with lots of happening stuff in these two months.

** End of the year **

Merry Christmas...

2011-12-24T11:08:00.002+08:00

Wishing everyone Merry Christmas... Thank you Jesus for coming to this world 2000 years ago. Because of your willingness, i can be who i am today.

** My last year Christmas as single lady **

A prayer...

2011-12-22T10:25:00.001+08:00

Dear God,

There are a few places that I wish to travel and go and see before I meet you in Heaven.

1. London
2. Paris
3. Australia
4. Hong Kong
5. Singapore
6. Maldives
7. New Zealand

I think that’s it for now… I pray that I able to travel there to do your work and to enjoy your beauty creation with my husband.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

** Travelling list **

It’s been a month of wedding, retreats and lots of practices

2011-12-19T08:43:00.007+08:00

The madness started a week before children worship conference… Everyone was busy practicing and giving the best to children worship conference and praying the hardest so that the children able to encounter God.

After that, Danny & I went to our dearly best friend wedding… I was a beautiful wedding… Everything was perfect...

Soon after the wedding in KL, we have a short break to search for the right ring, get whatever stuff that we need, spent some time at home and spent some time with our friends..

Came back to KK and the next day, we proceed to Kokol for English Staff Retreat & Planning for next year. It was a great break. We have some time doing nothing, laugh, play and plan ahead for next year.

Back to KK again and I have to prepare myself to Kokol again to support the Clergy wives retreat. I have a great time there as well. Being refreshed in spiritual, mental and emotional… Refocus my direction and purpose of life and continue to pursue on. Make some friends, learn more about marriage and parenting. Laugh non-stop and also learn some cooking skill.

By the time I got back down to KK, Christmas is just two weeks away and I have to start with Christmas practices. So, this two weeks, has been going out to practices, carolling, gaya street and shopping for some Christmas gifts.

Overall, I have a great time away and coming back. Excited and nervous for next year… And sometimes, I got a shock by realising I only have 4 more months to go. So, that’s the latest update me….

** CWC - Wedding - Retreats - Christmas **

The day has come...

2011-12-03T20:08:00.003+08:00

Very happy for both of them...

May the Lord bless their marriage as they start a new journey together.

** 26th November 2011 **

Quiet time

2011-11-09T10:40:00.004+08:00

Quiet yourself to listen to your thoughts
Quiet your thoughts to listen to your heartbeat
Quiet your heartbeat to listen to your spirit
Quiet your spirit to listen to His spirit

** Quiet time **

Lord....

2011-11-02T16:43:00.001+08:00

Lord... I am exhausted....
I am exhausted...

** Help me, God **

The one?

2011-10-14T11:28:00.002+08:00

The one is really hard to choose. Which one?

This one?
Or this one?
Maybe this?
I LOVES this....
And this too.....

Oh man... Which one?

** The one? **

Office attire

2011-10-12T14:08:00.003+08:00

Recently, our office has appointed one pastor to be the fashion coordinator. Her job is basically informing us what we should wear to work and what we should not and also what is the standard cloth to wear as a professional worker.

So, this does give some of us some headache. Therefore, I shall start getting a shopping checklist to change some of my cloth inside my wardrobe.

Checklist No 1:
I should get a white shirt. I think I look pro in a white shirt… Or maybe, that’s the standard professional dress code.

Checklist No 2:
Perhaps I will consider a formal dress

Checklist No 3:
I think lady in vest is really nice… I am thinking to get one if I can find a nice one

Checklist No 4:
I should really get a belt..

Checklist No 5:
Perhaps a formal skirt/pant…

I think so far, this is enough… So, prayerfully the Lord will provide..

** Office attire **

Guide your heart

2011-10-06T08:54:00.000+08:00

The human heart is the vital organ that pumps blood and oxygenates your body. When it doesn’t function properly, your body doesn’t function properly. Doctors encourage exercise and a nutritious diet to keep your heart fit and healthy. In the Bible, the heart is also considered the center of thought and feeling. It is so important that God cautions you to guard it above all else, because your heart filters everything that happens and clogged with all kinds of foulness that settles inside-bitterness, rage, impure thoughts. A dirty heart can no longer tell the good from the harmful and allows hurt and heartache to enter. When you keep your heart pure and clean, it can block the toxins of sinful desires and thought that threaten your spiritual health.

Dear children, keep away from anything that might take God’s place in your hearts.
1 John 5:21

** Guard my heart **

Goal...

2011-09-30T12:27:00.001+08:00

Some people are born slim and some are born with slightly more flesh because of their parents genes. I somehow are the one that with more flesh. Not fair, right? Since I was a little girl, I was kinda round in size. When I reach teenager time, my weight started to drop and I have joined the ‘M’ size category but after teenager period, my weight grown back.

Slimming down is always the struggle for me and it is so DIFFICULT. I have to control whatever that goes into my stomach and the controlling and disciplining part is so hard. Therefore, I always gave up half way when I see no instant result or when there is some result, I use eating to celebrate the ‘success’.

Anyhow, from July until now, I have so called ‘successfully’ control my eating and I have seen result with lots and lots of aerobic. So, I would like to record this down to encourage myself that I can do this… I have not reached my goal yet and I am still trying.

I thank God that he answered prayer and with God along in this whole dieting program, it is just a nice and beautiful. It’s not as difficult as I thought as I started to eat less sweet and it slowly changed my taste of food.

With the encouragement around helps a lot also and with a ‘dietitian’ fiancée.

One more month to go and prayerfully, I can make it and reach my goal.

** Counting down 30 days **

Dream girl…

2011-09-14T12:27:00.001+08:00

A random conversation….

Me: How slim do you think I have to get?
Him: Erm… Like this is good enough…
Me: Like this? Like not enough la..
Him: Enough lo…
Me: Then how slim is your dream girl?
Him: My dream girl is you lo…
Me: Huh?
Him: Ya

After that…

Me: No matter I fat or thin, you can also accept it?
Him: Ya..
Me: So, when I slim down, does that matter to you?
Him: Erm… As long as you are happy. What matters to you, matters to me.
Me: Awww…. I found the best husband...

** Dream girl **

4 years ago..

2011-09-03T10:52:00.004+08:00

On 7th July 2007, a sms sent to me saying;

Every day, I have to choose too… I also choose to love you with all I can. Many weaknesses that you need to bear with me. Simple truth, you’ve already live longer than me, means you had already learned more things than I am. Plus, you become Christian earlier than me, you’ve been guided by God more than me.

One day, I will over pass you… When I achieve that, be prepare to be my wife…

** He kept his promised **

Doubt

2011-08-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

Some people doubt if I can make it... To be very honest, I also doubt whether I can make it or not for just another 3 months time.

Anyway, I shall try my very best and see how far I can go and how much I can be stretch … With God’s grace, prayerfully my self-control is stronger than I thought.

** Finger crossed **

Dieting / fitness

2011-08-26T10:31:00.003+08:00

Recently, I’ve been reading and studying about diet, exercise, fitness, metabolism and calories a lot. Like really a lot… Well, all these start from my lovely best friend bought me a dress and I couldn’t fit into it, neither can I zip it. Of course, that gave me a target and a goal as well as motivation.

To express my love towards her and to appreciate her lovely effort and not to waste money, I have to get myself into that dress. So, the whole studies come and my fiancée as a dietitian (but I don’t feel he did much)…

Anyway, this whole thing is not easy. I have to be very conscious with what goes into my mouth, the portion that I took, and the calories that I eat. Oh man…

What motivates me is the measurement of my body record. I measure my body and record it down with date. So, after some time, I measure again. Seeing the decreasing record, I feel so proud of myself. Fingers crossed and hope that I can continue to endure until I reach the certain target.

** Surely you can do it, Jenny Liau **

Our Day Off

2011-08-24T11:01:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a great day. I manage to spend my day off with my man and we manage to do some research for our coming big event. Haven’t really decide on anything yet but we’re getting stuff from all over KK.

After that, we spend some quiet time in Starbucks. With my man, a blueberry cheese cake, a cup of venti Dark Mocha and my ipod… Ahhh… Satisfy day off… Relaxed…

** Starbucks with my man **

Finally…After 3 weeks

2011-08-22T11:34:00.001+08:00

Yes… Finally we get to have a proper meal together after his busy studies for three weeks. So, we sort of have a tiny feast to celebrate his freedom from class and my back to cook lifestyle.

Ta da….He enjoy the his favourite meal, I enjoy the cook.

** Enjoy the time together **

Body shape…

2011-08-20T11:57:00.001+08:00

To follow up with the past post, I am still searching for the right gown, the right ‘one’ that able to make me look slim, elegant, beautiful and if can… perfect.

In order to get that result, I have to do some homework. So, I’ve been surfing online to get some idea of what I like and what might look nice on me. I did go to some wedding studio to try out some also but I still feel that I haven’t found the one.

However, I get to know more about body shape and I am pear body shape. There are a few types of body shape such as apple, rectangle, hour glass and invert triangle.

According to my research, pear body shape should wear something like this..

I did try something similar… I think maybe, I’ll get something like that..

** Pear body shape **

Lui zi…

2011-08-19T11:44:00.001+08:00

This girl is back in town… Muahahahha… I am glad that she is back for good. She is one of my closest friends. We laugh, we cry, we quarrel, we cold war, we forgives, we move on and now we are even better.

We have really close relationship together and I can share almost everything to her. Sharing with her brings understanding, comfort, love and joy. But sometimes, we stand on our own perspective strongly. And that doesn’t bring joy…

Nevertheless, it moulds our friendship and it takes us further. We have not been together for almost 3 years because of distance but I am really glad that she is back now and we can spend some time together.

I believe that deep and strong friendship doesn’t build in one day, but it takes time. As I sat on her car and talked, then only I realised that we’d known each other for almost 7 years. That is a long time. Of course we do have cold shoulder season… But when that season is over, spring comes and flower will start to grow again.

Together with her, we shall conquer the shopping malls… Muahahahhahaha….

** Really glad that she is back ** - though Grace Li might not agree that… :P

Baby fever?

2011-08-19T10:14:00.005+08:00

Recently, I realise that I am so into baby. They are sooooo cute and I just can’t stop staring at them. They will made all kind of cute cute expression and believe me, some baby do look cute when he/she is frustrated. I just can’t keep my eyes away from them.

You have to agree with me when you see this baby girl….

From http://www.rachelthurston.com/blog

I especially loves this girl, Carmen Lim...

With this interest of mine, people around me are telling me that they think that Danny and I will have a baby soon. To be honest, I don’t feel like having a baby that early. Perhaps one or two years of honeymoon later…. Anyway, when to have a baby is up to God... After all, He is in control…

** Baby fever **

The “perfect match”

2011-08-18T13:47:00.006+08:00

There are a few couples that I particularly love to view their photos.

The first one is Oliver and Melissa…

I love this couple… And they got married last Saturday. The reason is because both of them are handsome and pretty and they survived a very long period of long distance relationship (if not mistaken, should be 7 years). They are an amazing and inspired couple. Even in pictures they look so into each other.

The second couple is also another handsome and pretty couple, Vincent and Siau Ting.

Both of them are in UK now and they are happily married. How I know this? From their FB album…. Hehe…

The third couple is my best friend, Grace and Michael.

This is a unique couple that never.. Yes.. Never quarrel before after like 6 years together. Unique and impress, right? I know….

The forth couple is Prince Willam and Kate.They are like fairy tales story…

Now… let’s see some TV shows couple..

I love this couple… Chandler and Monica..

Both Danny and I are fans of Friends TV show.

I also love Nathan and Haley from One Tree Hill.

The couple had been through a lot as a couple in the One Tree Hill TV show and their stories are inspiring.

May the Lord bless those lovely couple that they will be a great testimony of God in their life...

** The lovely couple **

It’s been 1610 days..

2011-08-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

I love us… Being together is a joy. I am grateful…

** Another 7 months to 5 years of being together **

Dream gown vs reality gown?

2011-07-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm… I always hope to find something very simple and nice. Such as this one...The next question is, do I look nice in it?
Will I look like a ball in it?

** Still searching for the one **

Start counting

2011-07-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

Clock starts ticking and I start counting. At last, we have manage to get the date confirmed and we can start to work on things such as purchasing air tickets, informing friends that are so far away and start to seriously think about booking venue and what meals to provide.

Things started with great excitement with big faith. In our lifetime, this is one of the seasons where we will wait and see God’s provision and His faithfulness to fulfill what He has promised. It’s our honor and joy to wait and see His great and mighty hand upon this preparation. Be encouraged Jenny Liau…

** Counting down, 10 months **

2011 Family Trip + Cousin Wedding + Meeting the future in-laws

2011-07-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

On the 1st – 8th July, my mom, dad, aunt and me went to KL to meet up with my sis for another family trip. We plan this initially to attend my cousin’s wedding dinner and a trip after that. This trip is lovely… We all have great times with one another, my sister and I have great time with our cousin and his newly wife and my mom, dad, and aunt have great times with another aunt (my cousin’s mom) and we love the fellowship. It’s a great getting together. Of course, we all miss my brother because he couldn’t join us. After that, our family trip continues to Genting and we all have a great time there also. The laugh, the cold, the walk, the tiredness, the quarrelling… That’s what family do.After Genting, we went back to KL and do our shopping there. The last night of the trip, my family and I manage to meet up with the future in-laws and the dinner was great. It’s not as bad as I imagined it and God is good. He is in the midst. The whole trip was really beautiful with lots of highlights. My phone didn’t ring much, not many work to follow up, not many emails, though get lost at nowhere but we enjoy the trip, I witness my future mother in-law’s baptism, Danny was around, many blessings from the Lord, reasonable price on the expenses that we spend, able to meet up with my best friend, got motivated to diet, it’s relaxing, it’s nice and I able to recharge. With such a nice and lovely 8 days holiday, my heart felt so heavy to come back knowing all the works that I need to follow up, all the things that waiting for my return, missing my family…. Coming back to reality feels painful.

However, holding to God’s promise that He has a plans for me. A plan that gives hope and a future, I came back with hope and trust in the Lord. Another things that I look forward to come back is to plan my future with Danny. With less than one year, we will start a new chapter of our life together. That is kinda excite me a bit and hopes that everything will goes smoothly as God gave us the green light.

** Looking forward **

Mataking…

2011-06-04T20:25:00.005+08:00

It has been a beautiful, wonderful, refreshing and enjoyable trip. Able to hang around together with someone dear to you without phone line and internet line was really nice… No phone ringing, no worries about work, no distraction… Just like a day in Paradise. However, coming back to reality is sad knowing that works are piling up. But the best comfort that we as a team get is that we come back to reality together as a team and we will grow stronger together believing that God is in the reality with us. As I mention in the last post that I shall take more photos and I did… Though not as many as I thought but I this is alright. Other than a beautiful trip, the Faith Revival Conference in Tawau was awesome. Witnessing God’s power with my own eyes is amazing. Feeling that coming back to KK this time with a different mindset and believe.

** May God strengthen us... **

He is a sweet man

2011-05-16T15:25:00.001+08:00

There are numbers of people that came to me and said… Danny is so sweet. He is such a kind hearted man.

Seriously... You look at him; he does looks cute and sweet…

I am glad that I am in love with him. He is indeed a nice and funny guy. He has a beautiful and big heart. His compassion for the needy is amazing. I am grateful that he bears and loves the both sides of me, the ugly and the pretty. The wonderful part about him is that, in times of difficulties, he never gives up in us and he walks with me and be patient with me.

How can I not thank God for such a great man from Him… I am glad that we are looking forward for the day that we will say, 'I will' in front of God.

** I have a great man from above **

Time ticking...

2011-05-14T11:50:00.003+08:00

Oh dear… It’s mid of May already and without realization, half year has just gone. Time ticking and works are also piling up. Time has passed really fast and we have been busy as usual.

And the last picture that we took is on 21st March when we celebrate 4th years anniversary. After that… taking pictures together seems like out of the window already. Oh man… I think we need a break to take some memories and moment together. During the Mataking trip, perhaps?

** We need holiday **

Seriously cute...

2011-05-11T10:25:00.002+08:00

This little girl… Is seriously super cute… No joke…

When you hold a phone and said, 1…2…3…, she will smile at you because she know you are taking her photos.

Tada…. It is proven…

1st shoot...Taken by Rachel...

2nd shoot...

3rd Shoot

4th Shoot

The mother and daughter...

After you have taken her picture, you must show her... Then...She will laugh...

** Carmen Lim **

Start countdown?

2011-05-05T11:54:00.003+08:00

When I wrote today’s date, then I realise that the next year of today, it might be our big day…
Though the date is not firm but it’s excited to realise that. So, gonna start the 365 days countdown today? Hmmm…. Wondering…

** 5th May **

Praise the Lord..

2011-05-03T15:04:00.002+08:00

It is a great joy to hear great news continuously for a few days. It brings joy to my soul.

# Praise the Lord that my childhood friend has safely delivered a beautiful baby girl today. Both mother and daughter are healthy.

# Praise the Lord that my brother’s health is ok. As the doctor said that he is overweight and need to take care of his eating habit.

# Praise the Lord that my dear friend, Siew May and Ivan is engaged. Truly excited and happy for them.

# Praise the Lord that Danny’s mother and youngest brother has given their life to God and they will be baptising on 3rd July 2011.

** God is always good **

It’s been 27th years.

2011-04-25T08:54:00.003+08:00

As I read my previous post in this blog, I realise that every year on my birthday, I will write something about it. I think this year I will do the same too…

It’s has been 27th years and I am now 27 years old. When I thought about what to write, I started with searching some old photos. The furthest I can get I think is this one..
This is when I was 2 years old I guess. I like this photo though it don’t really look like me...

This is when I was 8 years old if I am not mistaken.

I like this picture. This is when we were 15 years old. We’ve been friends since 12 and from then, we are best friends till now. Though distance is kinda hard for both of us but we try the best to talk to each other every day.

This is when we were 17 years old….

This is when we were 19 years old I guess… This is the first year we come back together from KL for CNY.

This is in 2005 means I was 21 years old. This might be the first photo we ever took and he happens to be my future husband.

This was taken on the 1st year in KK, I was 24 years old…

This was taken last year January… I miss my long hair… I think I will keep my hair long.

Tada… This is the latest me… I think I gonna keep my fringe short with a long hair for awhile.

27th years and more to go… I thank God that He is in my life. Having Him in my life is my greater joy. I cannot imagine what my life will be if I don’t know Him as my personal saviour. I thank God that he provides loves one around my life. Though people come and go, but some do stay forever and some leave their footprint in my heart.

** 27th years and more to come **

Happy Easter Day!!!

2011-04-23T11:43:00.001+08:00

Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross for us.

** Happy Easter Day **

Green Light...

2011-04-20T12:26:00.002+08:00

Praise the Lord!!!!

Today we manage to get the green light and blessing to proceed with our planning. After about a year of yellow light, waiting and waiting and praying and praying, at last…. We got the green light.

Gonna start count down from today.

** Praise the Lord for green light **

My favourite girl

2011-04-20T09:50:00.002+08:00

Let me introduce you, Carmen Lim, Rev Jacob and Rachel Lim’s daughter. She is sooooooooooo cute… Seriously…

Last week, we have creative ministry meeting at Rachel’s house and she wanted so much to join the meeting with making noise and crawling slowly out from her mattress.

To avoid her from falling down, her godma, Chanel try to secure and stop her with the pillow. But still, she manages to escape.

She is really cute... And very challenging because if you do not have relationship with her, she won't borther to look at you no matter how many times you call her name.

** My favourite girl **

Words of encouragement

2011-04-20T09:44:00.000+08:00

To get words of encouragement in my field here seems like really hard and rare. So, when I got some of them, I would like to record it down. So when I am discourage or fearful, this shall be one of the posts to encourage myself.

18th April 2011, 1.30pm:
Mrs Yong (Bishop Yong’s wife) said that, “when I see you dance, it is very nice and very soul lifting. I love to see you dance.”

11th April 2011, 6.48pm:
Cory (Roy’s wife) said that, “Sis, yesterday I really touch when I see you dance in the worship dance. Especially when you close your eyes and dance. Thank you.

13th June 2010, 1054pm:
Evelyn Wong (my dancer) said that,” I think you are the best dance teacher ever. I think you are passionate, skilful, kind and understanding.

** Words of encouragement **

Thoughts about Him...

2011-04-14T16:38:00.005+08:00

As I was preparing my heart and walk to prayer meeting last few days, I have some thought about God.

I was wondering, when did I know Him? It seems like He is there in my life since I was a baby. Since very young, I was taught that God loves me, Jesus loves me. He has been in my life since I was a baby. I couldn’t remember when I ask Him to come into my life. Neither could I remember when was my first time I called Him my heavenly father.

This relationship with him since I was a baby amazed me. I knew deep in me that He is always there in my life. Good times or bad times, He is there. Successful times and failure times, He is in my life. Having this relationship with Him and having Him in my life is so amazing that words couldn’t express.

There are times I do not know Him and there are times I will ask, where are You? But realizing it gave me a great comfort that He is in my life and in my heart. Even in dreams I will think about Him and in movies I will think about Him what more when danger comes, I know I always have Him to cry to and to carry me through.

** It’s more than amazing **

Potato Chicken

2011-04-13T11:49:00.003+08:00

Cooking can be very inspiring… When I try to cook things that I never cook before, it’s exciting… But if I failed, it’s disappointing at the same time, I will be motivated again by Danny Wong to cook again and again so that it will be improve and better.
Last two days, I tried potato chicken. The first time, I failed because it the bottom part got burned. The second time, I consider it not satisfying because the potato is not soft enough. So, gonna try the third one after I got the cover for the wok.

** Potato Chicken **

Early birthday gift

2011-04-01T15:07:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!!!

I got an early birthday gift from my lovely fiancée. It’s like so early but nevertheless, I am a very happy lady. It happened like this;

We went in a shorts shop and trying to find shoes that he likes. I saw this shoes and I told him… I like this. Can I buy this? He says, “Ya... Why not”?

After putting on it and try... I really like it and it’s comfortable but I gave it back to the sales girl and said, “Let me think about it first.” Then I leave the shop. He asked me, “I thought you said you like it.” I said, “I did… But let me think first”. Because it’s hundred ++ and normally I have to think first before I buy stuff. It’s kinda like a habit before I buy something stupid.

He replied and said, “Just get it. It is not very costly and you like. Get it now before no more stock (only left two pairs my size). I pay for it. Go and get it.”

Walked back into the shop and he paid for it. Happily, I carried the bag home... I am really happy that I got shoes that I like and a great man that loves me. Now, I have one Nike shoe and one Adidas shoe. Both from him…

** Happy that I have a great man **

God is always great....

2011-03-31T09:45:00.001+08:00

It’s always a blessing from God when we get free stuff. Free doesn’t mean that it is cheap and lousy but it means that someone pays it for you and you got it as a blessing. Someone has to pay for the stuff.

This morning, we got free Mc Donald big breakfast. Totally free as my colleague pay for the minimum payment. Two days ago, we got free vegetable. What a great God we are serving… Feel happy already and ready to start my day counting His blessing.

** God is always good **

Mime....

2011-03-29T11:56:00.001+08:00

Last Sunday, I was given the opportunity for the first time to dance mime. The movements are simple and nice but the expressions are not. However, we enjoy doing it…. Though we don’t like the mask/makeup. What to do... mime have to put on something like that on the face.

** All glory to God **

Made my day

2011-03-25T10:44:00.001+08:00

2 paus from him and a cup of Milo made my day.
Happy and ready to start my day.

** Thank you Danny Wong **

Cooking…

2011-03-23T08:48:00.003+08:00

Cooking is much easier, fun and faster now. Well as for this period of time, I have to learn to cook fast due to the pack with ministry at night… So, have to finish it within 30 minutes. So, we have 3 dishes and rice in 30 minutes. With one new dish some more… I am impressed…

Tada… let me introduce you, the BBQ corned beef with carrot, egg and onion. Danny said… Very nice…

Sometimes, we have corned beef fried rice and chicken wings.

** Enjoying cooking **

It's been 4 great and happy years

2011-03-22T08:35:00.004+08:00

2006
A year of great friendship

2007
A year that the beautiful relationship started…

2008
A year of struggle and tears because of the difficulties in distance

2009
A year that we learned to adapt and understand

2010
A year of celebration that he proposed and we no longer in separated land

2011
A year of preparation for marriage

2012
Prayerfully, a year to start the new chapter of our book

** 4 great years being together **

Creative Ministry for Children?

2011-03-17T12:39:00.007+08:00

For the past 4 days, I was in the training, not as a participant, but as one of the trainer and coordinator. The whole training went well and amazing. It amazed me how creative our God is and how God use an ordinary people to magnify His name. The training was about teaching the children leaders to start creative ministry in their church for their children and hope that they capture the concept of creative ministry.

I enjoy a lot in the training. Firstly, because this is something I really like and secondly, I able to work with Rachel, Chanel and Cory. They are marvelous... I heard about them a lot and this is the first time I work together with them and try to work this training out. We have a lot of laughter and fun together in the preparation as well as in the training. It was my joy and honour to dance together with them as they all have great experience and greatly used by God.

They have workshops...

And we have the youngest participant... Enoch Chia

In all the busyness and tiredness, I am grateful that I didn’t miss God’s presence. Personally, I experience him and my soul is lifted and refreshed. Healing takes place and His love assure me of His greatness and promise.

It was a priceless experience to work together as trainer with them and to see how God move each participant to dance gracefully for Him.

** Enjoy every moment with the moms **

有一位神

2011-03-11T12:36:00.003+08:00

A song that minister to me and find much comfort in it that i have Him...

有一位神，有權能創造宇宙萬物
也有溫柔雙手安慰受傷靈魂
有一位神，有權柄審判一切罪惡
也有慈悲體貼人的軟弱

有一位神，我們的神，唯一的神，名叫耶和華
有權威榮光，有恩典慈愛，是昔在今在永在的神

有一位神，有權能創造宇宙萬物
也有溫柔雙手安慰受傷靈魂
有一位神，高坐在榮耀的寶座
卻死在十架挽救人墮落

There is a God, has right to create all things
Has gentle hands to comfort the wounded soul
There is a God, has power to overcome all crimes
He is compassionate and considerate to human weakness

There is one God, our God, the only God, His name is Lord God Almighty.
He has Authoritative glory, grace and mercy, He is in the past, in the future and an everlasting God.

There is a God, has the right to create all things
Has gentle hands to comfort the wounded soul
There is a God, who sit on the glorious high throne
But died on the cross to save the man fall

** 有一位神 **

The provincial gathering

2011-03-09T13:47:00.004+08:00

On 21st – 24th February, I was given the chance to go to the provincial gathering together with many clergy and pastors. It was a nice trip because I eat a lot and laugh a lot. It was nice spending some time with our pastors (some of the young ones around our age).

This is the second time I went to Penang. I was kinda worry that going back to Penang might flash back some unwanted memories. But I was coping it well and amazingly well. The places that I went are new or rather I have forgotten them. Maybe I have really forgotten most of the memories that I choose to forget.
Anyway, the trip was nice though I am a bit reluctant to go at the first place but it was nice. We manage to go out for a supper and some last minutes good food and shopping. Didn't manage to buy anything but i look like a ball after 4 days eating and having fun in Penang and I successfully gave Danny Wong a shock when he sees me. I think i really eat a lot for that 4 days. Hehe...

** Penang **

A flash back that bring me a smile

2011-03-08T10:38:00.000+08:00

I was having my breakfast alone today with lots of student around me. Suddenly, there is this flash back about my teenage time when I was in secondary school.

There is this boy that felt in love with me when we started to click along. Let’s call him ABC. ABC happens to be one of the so called “gangsters” in the school. To be a ‘gangster’, I think one of the requirements is big size. ABC is kinda a big size boy.

He has his enemy also. They have these two groups of different gang. If you happen to bully one of the members in the gang, they will start a flight.

To continue my side of the story, I was a prefect that time. I don’t think I fear any of them because I know they only have loud voice. Faithfully, I do my duty as a prefect and do what is right and ‘saman’ what is wrong.

One fine afternoon during lunch break, the other side of the gang try to threaten me when I advised them to clean what they have eaten in the canteen. But his ‘member’ stop him and said, this is ABC girl.. Better don’t touch. If not, war will happen. I stand there looking at him and he said to me, you are lucky.

That flash back really gave me a smile. We didn’t end up together because I really don’t like ABC. According to him, he was in love with me for 2 years and waiting for me to accept him.

As time has passed, sometimes, I hope I can meet him and know how he is doing now. I guess even if we meet on the street, we hardly recognize each other because it has been so long.

** Memories are nice **

Gift of hospitality

2011-02-18T19:02:00.001+08:00

Someone said, to be a pastors’ wife, one of the gifts that you should have is the gift of hospitality. Well, I think gift of hospitality means you have to be good in cooking, serving and happily open your house for guess. I have to admit that I don’t really like people coming to my house because after they left, I am the one that left cleaning up all the stuff.

I guess I really have to learn to love cleaning stuff so that I will love doing it than complaining it. As for now, let’s start with learning how to feed well my husband to be. So he will be a happy man and proud that he choose me.

** Gift of hospitality **

Learn...

2011-02-17T15:33:00.000+08:00

Jenny Liau, you must be strong… Learn the mistake and move on.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.

** Proverbs 3:5-6 **

CNY / Holidays

2011-02-16T08:46:00.002+08:00

We have a lot of fun travelling together.

First of all, we are really happy to be back to the places where sales are really cheap not like here (feel like being cheated), lots of things to see, lots of shopping malls to go to and most important, we get to eat Ikea meatballs, TWICE.
We spend our CNY Eve in Raub, Pahang and the 1st and 2nd day of CNY in Cameron. Cameron is filled with strawberry stuff. They even have strawberry ear warmer.
We went to some farms such as strawberry farm, tea farm, cactus farm and bee farm.

After back from Cameron, we went shopping in KL and we love it. Because we don’t have a car in KK, most of the time, we walk and date at the same time. With walk and date, we are well trained to walk a lot.

So we walked shopping malls from 12pm to 8pm. Of course when midnight came, we felt the pain.

Then we end our last three days holidays in Sandakan, my home. We rest a lot in Sandakan since we walk a lot in KL.

Being 10 days away together with him is such a joy. We laugh a lot, we eat a lot, we walk a lot, we sleep a lot but we didn’t take a lot of pictures.

Coming back to KK this time feels tougher. It might because of the position, the burden, the tension or the people. But in another hand, knowing that we are coming back together, did make a different.

** We loves our holidays **

Happy Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T14:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I still can feel the butterfly in my stomach when I see him. When he walk over and give me hug, my hearts melted. When he hold my hand, I feel blessed. When he tease me, I feel annoyed but I will laugh together with him.

I thank God for this man. He makes me laugh a lot.... Most important, he loves God. What else can I ask more? But to be grateful...

** Happy Valentine's Day **

KL - A place where I used to called home last time

2011-02-12T10:00:00.003+08:00

Coming back together with him feels so different this time. It's good to be back for a short holiday. Hardly believe that I kinda miss the food here. I still remember the difficulties that I used to have about the food in KL when i just reached KL last time. I was complaining and grumbling about the weird taste of the food the first few months in KL.

With God's grace and plan, I manage to further my study in KL which I never plan to when I was younger. Seems like God's plan is always better than our plan.

I manage to find Him in my midst of lost and struggle in a new place and new environment with new people.

With His sovereignty, he bring us to FCC and we meet and become friends. Slowly we become close friend.

As I was walking and traveling around this place, I was wondering.. How my life would be if I choose otherwise? Would I ended up where I am now? Will my faith be shaken? Will I manage to meet him? Could Grace and I still become best friend?

I guess no one knows because I have choose this path and each step, He is guiding me.

My heart filled with gratefulness as my mistake He will take and turn to glorify Him, my heart was harden and He manage to soften it. I doubted His goodness and His patient and love never fails. How could I, Jenny Liau deserve all these?

I was a young and simple girl from a small town called Sandakan and never thought what her future will be. But my heavenly father from above, have a great plan for me.

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-01-31T10:21:00.003+08:00

Talk about CNY, I really hate packing. Because CNY always related to packing stuff and the worst part of packing is, you have to plan what to wear for the whole trip when you are away from home. With all the planning and stuff, makes me frustrated.

Back to CNY.. Look forward to this trip so much and not really about CNY but more towards, happy that I can be away from my office for a period of time and to out of my normal routine and meet up with some old friends that I don’t normally do every day and get myself refreshed and recharge to start again. Look forward also to spend some time with my family and with my man also.

This trip starts tonight and I really look forward and excited to some times with this young lady.

I miss her a lot… Miss laughing with her, quarrelling with her (which by the way just happened not long ago), miss sharing with her, miss making her miserable having me in her life… miss a lot of what we have build since like forever.

I pray that tonight the flight will not delay and we able to spend some beautiful time together. In Jesus name, Amen.

** Till then, Happy Chinese New Year everyone…**

Companion

2011-01-25T08:46:00.004+08:00

Every couple have their journey and things that they need to bear with one another. The same goes to us.

As I lean on his shoulder, I count my blessing and grateful that God is in the centre of us. With God’s grace, we believe we can face the future together.

I just love hanging out with him. Sharing what have we learn today, what have we do today and what do we feel about the whole situation.

** Enjoy each other companion **

A phase that I would love to remember

2011-01-14T13:01:00.000+08:00

Maybe you are not God’s first choice.
Maybe not the second choice either.
Maybe you are the third or fourth choice.
You never know.
But let this be God’s last choices to choose you to do the things that you are called to do.

** Would like to remember **

Being young

2011-01-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, being young in an organization holding a heavy post doesn’t mean is a good thing.
Sometimes, you got bullied
Sometimes, people instruct you going here and there doing this and that
Sometimes, you get blamed
Sometimes, you don’t get the chances to explain, even if you did, people will not listen
Sometimes, you being expected highly
Sometimes, you don’t get to choose what you like to do
Sometimes, you don’t have authority to instruct even your position is higher

So what do we get being young? Energetic and beauty? How long that can last?

Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity. ~ 1 Timothy 4:12

May this verse give help us to have the courage to move on.

** Being young **

Picture of the day # 6

2011-01-05T14:10:00.001+08:00

I find this interesting...

** Nice... **

New Theme

2011-01-04T11:48:00.002+08:00

New year gonna start with a new theme too…

Last year my focus is to not give up and believe that faithfulness is the key because at the end of the days, we all hope to hear God said, “well done you good and faithful servant” and not “well done you good and very hardworking servant” nor will he said “well done, you good and generous servant”. From that point, I realize that faithfulness is the key. God is faithful and being faithful to him will please Him.

It is indeed a year of not giving up. There are many times in my last year that I am so tempted to give up and walk away for various reasons. It is only by His grace that I am still surviving here, holding what I am holding now.

With not giving up theme for last year, I felt that this year should be a year to learn to be still and know that He is God.

Feelings come and go. Seasons will also pass by like wind. Emotions can be swinging up and down but my will and soul must stay firm and still to know that God is God and He is in control. Many times in my weakness, I forgot that many things in our life are out of our control. We can only do our best with all our heart and leave it to God that in control of everything to do the rest.

Throughout this year, I pray that not only I able to taste the stillness in my soul with knowing who God is and also to be able to know Him deeper. That has always been my prayer. In order to do so, I have to go through different kind of struggles. May I hide under your wings and find refuge.

** Be still and know that He is God **

New Year... Oh Yeah!!!

2011-01-03T13:52:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah… It’s a New Year… Always end the last year with prayer and start the New Year with prayer.

After the thanksgiving prayer meeting that end about 11.45pm, we have porridge. While I am serving porridge, I heard fireworks. Wanted to go out and see... but no more.. .Aiya... I love fireworks…

Anyway, the best part is at 12.30am on the 1st of January 2011, both of us went to Starbucks to get some New Year feel out there and we end with having Mc Donald nugget and walk home at 1.45am.

He bought me a new Starbucks tumbler that can change the paper inside as New Year gift. Now I can have a little Starbucks feel in my office and able to release some stress with the new tumbler accompanying me to work. Hehe…

** Happy New Year **

Flash back...

2010-12-31T16:47:00.005+08:00

2010
A year of ‘Never giving up’
A year of being crushed and mould
A year of standing up again and again
A year of rebuking
A year of correcting
A year of challenging
A year of tears
A year of discouragement
A year of not good enough
A year of being apart and together
A year of least pictures
A year of my greatest dream comes true
A year of engagement
A year of missing long distance relationship
A year of providing
A year of breakthrough
A year of Evangelism
A year of crying out to God
A year of becoming tougher

2011
Will be a year of 'Being still and know He is God'
Will be a year of faith
Will be a year of counting my blessing
Will be a year of blessing
Will be a year of even stronger in the Lord
Will be a year of knowing relax… God is in control

Hopefully will be a year that filled with pictures also

** HAPPY NEW YEAR **

A Christmas Suprise...

2010-12-30T17:17:00.002+08:00

After Christmas Eve Service, we were packing and making sure the cathedral and back to normal for Christmas Day service...

Out of sudden, he asked me, are you READY to receive your Christmas gift?

I thought, why am i have to be ready?

Then.. Tada...
I was breathless for awhile. And then i responded him, Wei.. Don't play with people ring la.. Give it back to people. Very expensive one ah...

He look at he with his normal speechless look and said, i won't play with this kind of things.
So... I happily received it and jumping home.. Looking at the ring and couldn't believe it and still breathless...
I was totally surprised and never expect anything from him this Christmas. I couldn't stop thanking God for a fiancée like him. The Lord has given me a great man.

The ring was engraved the date he asked me to marry him. 16.03.10 and it was given to me on Christmas Day. A bit weird but anyway, now I feel more than before that I am engaged.

** Shouting out…. I’m engaged with a diamond ring!!!! **

Christmas Season

2010-12-30T15:56:00.006+08:00

This is what we have been practising and practising and practising while i have been stressing and stressing and stressing about.. The Christmas Eve Service presentation that called Christmas Canticles and a Christmas Day Service Presentation.
While we are preparing...
This is the real thing...All together, there are 10 songs... I have cheorograph about 8 songs...
This is Christmas Day presentation. It's a banner and ribbon kind of dance...

I really thank God that with His grace that is sufficient, we all have fun in the midst of madness and stress and they all did very well. It's my honor to dance with them as young as they are.

May we all put a smile on His face..

** All Glory Be To Him **

Blessed to give than to receive...

2010-12-30T08:45:00.004+08:00

This year Christmas, I learn to give. Give something that is affordable and something that are from my heart. Only dancers, I have about 20 of them. So, really have to be something that is affordable.

Hopefully they find it lovely because I handmade them and it took me one month.

And some wishes from me...

Ta da....

** It is a joy to be able to give **

Merry Christmas!!!~~~

2010-12-23T11:12:00.002+08:00

This year Christmas, I have him beside me. That is more than enough...

** Merry Christmas to all **

Jeremiah 31:3b

2010-12-11T10:31:00.003+08:00

"I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness."

Jenny Liau, you must hold strong to this promise eventhough there are times you could not feel it.

** Everlasting love **

Stuck

2010-12-10T11:48:00.001+08:00

Oh Lord... I am stuck... Please come and help!!!

** Pray that i may find my way out **

Today's Word

2010-11-22T08:33:00.001+08:00

Let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth.

** 1 John 3:18 **

Pictures of the day # 5

2010-11-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

It's been a long journey together with him. God is good. His grace is sufficient for us.

** 3 years and 8 months **

New Hobby

2010-11-11T10:09:00.003+08:00

Christmas is a time of giving. I always love Christmas… This is the third year that I will be celebrating Christmas here. This year will be different…

Therefore, I would like to give a small gift to my dancers. I have about 20 of them. So, you can imagine how heavy the cost will be for one person to give 20 gifts. Some more it is not easy to find a nice and cheap stuff.

Low and behold, I decided to try to handmade some craft to them. Firstly, it’s cheap. Secondly, I can enjoy myself though it takes a lot of time but slowly, I started to like it. Last night I tried a made a present. I will think it is a successful one. I like it….

So, this shall be my new hobby. It can help me to release my stress, stay away from all the burden work, relax my emotions and meditate on God’s word.

** New refresh method **

Ridiculous

2010-11-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

This world filled with ridiculous
Some people comments can be very ridiculous
Some people expectations can be very ridiculous
Some people ideas can be very ridiculous
Some people ways of caring can be very ridiculous
It’s just ridiculous

I wish I have reasons to tell myself, it’s ok Jenny… Just give up.

If can, I would have given up

** So help me, God **

Picture of the day # 4

2010-11-04T15:51:00.001+08:00

I loves cute Dinasour. My puppy shall be called Dino when i have one.

** Picture No. 4 **

Christmas gift?

2010-11-03T09:55:00.002+08:00

Since Christmas is around the corner, i want to post my wish list too. I am not greedy. I don't have a long list... But, just two items.

# Item No.1:

# Item No.2:

Do you feeling it? Feel to buy me one? You know who you are...

** Wish list **

Picture of the day #3

2010-10-30T11:04:00.003+08:00

As I am preparing for tomorrow short testimony, I have to search back some old photos to make my testimony interesting. Low and behold, I found this. I knew her since i was 10 years old. We get to know each other well after about 16 years of spending time crying, laughing, scolding, angrying, holding the phone and not talking, hugging, encouraging, supporting, listening and more to come in the future.

** Picture No. 3 **

Confuse…

2010-10-23T11:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, life can be very confusing. Mr Anonymous said you must do ABC in order to succeed in life. Then after a week or two weeks, he said you must do CBA. Then a few months later, Mr Anonymous said again, do BCA. Then a few months later, it change again.

Imagine this is only three words. In alphabetical word, there are 26 alphabets. How many times should it be changed in order to get the right one?

Hmmm… I better read my bible in order to get things right

** Seriously confuse **

Love it..

2010-10-22T09:36:00.001+08:00

Last night, he sang me a song title ‘Angels Brought Me Here’ with my guitar on the phone.

** Sweet **

A joyful day

2010-10-20T14:23:00.004+08:00

It is such a great joy to hear my dearly childhood friend is pregnant. The kind of feeling when no words can express.

I still remember vividly that when we were teenager, we discuss who is the first one that get married. Who will be pregnant first and we should be pregnant together... All these kind of discussion are funny and silly at the same time.

Now that we have grown up, we all have our own busyness and our own family. Friendship might no longer be the first priority in our life.

Nevertheless, growing up together with them are my blessing. We laugh together, cry together, encourage one another and love each other with a sincere and genuine heart. And we will still love each other though we are all over the place now.
** Congratulation Chok (Chin) Shiau Ching **

Today's word

2010-10-18T09:06:00.002+08:00

1. Be joyful always;
2. Pray continually;
3. Give thanks in all circumstances

For this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

** 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 **

Celebrate even though is a small achievement

2010-10-16T09:26:00.004+08:00

Last night, we went for a celebration... We had sushi..

Firstly, we celebrate that he gets a distinction in his OT 1 paper.

Secondly, we celebrate 16th of October in advance.

I don’t really look good coz I am sick. Nonetheless, I enjoy the companionship and free dinner.

** Because it is encouraging **

Picture of the day #2

2010-10-15T20:18:00.005+08:00

The first cartoon us... Look alike? Happy that i am holding an Ipad. Hehe...

** Credit to my little brother **

Picture of the day #1

2010-10-14T10:05:00.004+08:00

Would like to try this ‘picture of the day’ thingy and see how long it last.

I asked her, how come one drawing I look smaller and another one I look bigger? She just smiles... I guess she don’t know too. She's adorable.

** Picture No. 1 **

A month plus already

2010-10-12T17:30:00.003+08:00

Enjoying every moment with him...

** In love **

It's over...

2010-10-08T23:23:00.001+08:00

I couldn’t believe that 4 days pass so fast. I really enjoy myself. Enjoy the time I spend being along and doing a non-routine job. I only manage to do some of my ‘to do’ list. I didn’t manage to finish the book I planned to read, couldn’t find enough time to play online games, plan my next year holiday, study other churches stuff and take some crazy photos for my blog but I did update my blog.

Though only considered 3 days leave and this 3 days every night also have to go to ministries and on and off have to go back to office for meeting, I enjoy myself with listening to music, arranging photos, checking out what to cook for the next meal and need not to think about work. I wish I took a longer leave.

After these few days of ‘out of office’ leave, tomorrow have to step back into my office and start to work like mad again. Christmas is coming, Children Worship Conference is around the corner and Clergy and Pastors in-charge meeting is even closer. It’s time to start back engine and work all my best. Hopefully I can take some time out again to do what I normally wish to do but do not have enough time to do.

** Back to reality... **

There is hope...

2010-10-08T14:12:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, working in my field makes me forgot that there is grace, there is hope, and there is Jesus. Today, I thank God that I meet someone like Him. Someone that will not judge me or condemn me for things that I have not do or things that I have not done enough but to care for me and to care about my journey.

Working here for more than 2 years... sometimes, I get really tired and word of encouragement is the first thing I need but I don’t normally get it. Feeling of dry and empty seems like a normal issue and I have to learn to stand up myself and be strong again.

Today I realise that there is hope, there is grace. God is good. When I nearly forgot that I have Jesus, he shows me one with sending a person to encourage and to care. To always know that there is grace from God.

** May I be strong again **

First time cooking...

2010-10-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

One of my listing in to do task is cook new stuff... And first time trying..

So, ta da..First day, I boiled salted vegetable and taufu. Successful!!!~~~ He said I scored 10 out of 10.

Second day lunch, I fried mihun. This is a failure. I put in long bean which taste weird... Consider this a failure through still can eat.
Then continue with dinner, suppose to be lotus root and peanut soup but I bought wrong stuff that turn out to be lotus root and cranberry bean soup. He said nice too... So, it’s ok.. Consider pass.
Third day, dinner that is today. I tried steam egg with carrot that taught by my dearly ex-housemate. Low and behold, it turn out become like this. It tastes nice though it look ugly.
The first time I fried chicken too and successful. It turn out taste really nice and very well cooked. Overall, I started to have fun in cooking and trying out new stuff. Some learn from friends and moms. Some learn from my common sense.

Next, gonna try master it and use lesser time.

** Started to enjoy **

Out of office...

2010-10-07T13:30:00.002+08:00

I love 'out of office' leave... With a cup of coffee and the bible and my favourite food... This is so nice.. Should do this more.. Refreshed and relax..

** Yeah **

Break....

2010-10-01T14:17:00.004+08:00

Yeah!!~~~ I WILL BE OUT OF MY OFFICE NEXT WEEK... Oh man.. I look forward for a few days of break so much and at last, it has come. These breaks are suppose to be a beautiful holiday but things change. And it’s ok, I can have fun too.

First thing, I gotta have a plan. Since I will be out of my office but still in the compound and with no transport, I shall start a check list of things that I should do but I don’t always have the time to do and also something out of the normal routine that I normal do.

1. Spend great time with God
2. Catch up with my bible reading
3. Plan next year goal
4. Finish a book
5. Sleep
6. Cook new stuff
7. Play online games
8. Watch movies
9. Plan coming Christmas presentation
10. Make Christmas gift in advance
11. Plan next year holiday
12. Study other churches stuff (Enlarge my knowledge)
13. Take some crazy photos for my blog

Hmm... I hope 4 days will be enough for me to finish those “out of normal routine” work.

Finger crossed hoping that I really have fun and get myself refreshed while doing it.

** Gonna take a break **

Good morning...

2010-09-29T08:42:00.002+08:00

Good morning my heavenly father. Seeing a beautiful morning will make my soul praise Your name and count my blessing.

~ Faithful are You my beautiful king.
~ You are the prince of peace and the Lord of Lord
~ Heaven and earth bow before You
~ You are the most creative God that create this beautiful earth
~ Your name O Lord we praise and adore
~ Angels and Archangels cry out to You for You are holy and good
~ My soul rise up and praise You for You are a mighty God.

** Praise Him **

Yo dude....

2010-09-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

This is so cute.... Totally....

** Yo dude.. Totally **

Chinese Food?

2010-09-23T12:30:00.003+08:00

To be very honest... I don't really like Chinese food even though I am a pure Chinese. I like to eat bread but with too many of that, I will grow rounded. Recently with the need to change my lifestyle, I have to learn to cook. Low and behold, I found out that I don’t really like to cook. No wonder I don’t cook. Hehe...

To learn how to cook, have to start to pay attention to some of the mother’s tips. I have to go to book stores to find some cooking books, do online research about the cooking method and have to search some recipe in my Ipod. And because I am in love with a typical Chinese man which only likes Chinese food, so my research is only in Chinese food for this season. After i have master chinese food, i will manipulate him to eat non-chinese food with me. Hehehe...

So far, what have I learn? Seriously… not much… But am grateful that I am not learning it alone.

** Chinese food **

Cooking...

2010-09-20T15:59:00.001+08:00

It’s been a very long time that I stop cooking until recently. Have to start to learn how to cook so that when the time has come, it will not be a major changes in my lifestyle.Hmm... Not bad...Through there are some failure in the fried rice, but overall, it is good.The egg is nice too... At least nicer than his egg..
And we enjoy the meal together.

** Cooking **

Exciting...

2010-09-06T10:26:00.001+08:00

This is it... He is arriving in an hour time. Since until today we still can’t sort out the date, but from today onward we able to enjoy each other’s presence.

May God’s grace be sufficient for us as we enter another chapter of journey together.

** This is it **

I will miss long distance...

2010-09-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

It’s been a journey of 2 years and 5 months. On and off, we have been travelling in order to meet with each other. I can’t believe that I said this, but I think I will really miss long distance.

Being apart from each other is really torturing. At the same time, we have learnt to enjoy it. Everything comes with good and bad, the same goes to this. I still remember that I cried most of the moment when we are departing and it took me at least two days to settle myself emotionally.

Being apart is a test, a test of faithfulness, commitment and communication. When things went wrong and both of us started to have work piling up, it is a test of commitment that do we still take out the small window of time to spend together even though we are tempted to use that small gap for a quick nap. Both of us have learnt a lot. I thank God for his grace that sufficient for us. Long distance used to be one of our biggest fears. Now, with God’s grace, we have tasted His faithfulness.

** I will miss... **

Giving up...

2010-09-01T16:21:00.001+08:00

It is hard not to give up when you are not appreciated...
It is hard not to give up when people will only demand and not care...
It is hard to keep on hanging when I have no words in front of You...

** May Your grace be sufficient **

Last night prayer meeting

2010-08-18T12:26:00.001+08:00

Ps Stella heard her youngest daughter, Deborah Lo prayed this when we are asked to pray for all the youth leaders;

“Lord, I pray for Jenny that she will be a good strong leader to the young people leading boys and girls to become men and woman that are Leader for God next time.”

A simple and powerful prayer that melt my heart. I think her prayer will be answered by God because I am sure that she melted God’s heart as well.

Precious...

2010-07-29T12:22:00.002+08:00

On 13th July - 15th July 2010, i have a great time with them. Precious that the moment that we spent are priceless....
We went to cable car...And took some pictures about Langkawi..
It's such a beautiful trip and God is good..

Next trip... Bali perhaps?

** 1st Family trip **

Bonus...

2010-06-21T15:13:00.002+08:00

Limited time in a tight schedule, we thank God that we can spend some beautiful moments together.

** Grateful **

Feelings….

2010-06-14T19:48:00.002+08:00

Wearing your cloth hoping that I able to bring your presence closest to me.

** A close presence **