She bought me;
# A grey colour dress
# Two belts for the dress
# An artificial bread
I LOVED THE BREAD. Smells like real bread too. It is just so cute… And when I look at the bread, I will smile. ** Love the gifts, Love the giver even more **
Friday, June 26, 2009
A lovely gift from a dearly friend
Last night, I received a sweet pack of gift from a dearly friend of mine that went for holiday.
She bought me;
# A grey colour dress
# Two belts for the dress
# An artificial bread
I LOVED THE BREAD. Smells like real bread too. It is just so cute… And when I look at the bread, I will smile.
** Love the gifts, Love the giver even more **
She bought me;
# A grey colour dress
# Two belts for the dress
# An artificial bread
I LOVED THE BREAD. Smells like real bread too. It is just so cute… And when I look at the bread, I will smile. ** Love the gifts, Love the giver even more **
Friday, June 12, 2009
Stress!
Everyone will have the opportunity to experience stress. Maybe not everyone… Some experience it but have no idea what that called. But still, everyone will face the feeling of stress. As I look through the dictionary of Cambridge the meaning of stress is;
#Stress - great worry caused by a difficult situation, or something which causes this condition
I’ve been pretty busy these two months. Before the clergy wives’ retreat, I have to prepare for it. After that, I have to prepare for in-house clergy training. Now, I am still in the midst of preparing.
With such an amount of work, late sleep, in orderly time for meal, people expectation, worry of not doing it right and so on ….really caused me tired and emotional unstable. Maybe also because my period is around the corner, mood swing is very normal.
To release stress;
#1 Pray
#2 Listen to sermons
#3 Sleep
#4 Watch a funny movie and laugh about it
#5 Hang out with close friend or someone that I love
#6 Read people’s interesting Blog and update mine
#7 Do my plan 2
#8 Plan a holiday
#9 Day dreaming with beautiful scenery
#10 Listen to song favorite music
#11 Shopping – provided money is available
#12 Eat something that I wish and like
As for now, I choose to update my blog…
** Stress & tired! **
#Stress - great worry caused by a difficult situation, or something which causes this condition
I’ve been pretty busy these two months. Before the clergy wives’ retreat, I have to prepare for it. After that, I have to prepare for in-house clergy training. Now, I am still in the midst of preparing.
With such an amount of work, late sleep, in orderly time for meal, people expectation, worry of not doing it right and so on ….really caused me tired and emotional unstable. Maybe also because my period is around the corner, mood swing is very normal.
To release stress;
#1 Pray
#2 Listen to sermons
#3 Sleep
#4 Watch a funny movie and laugh about it
#5 Hang out with close friend or someone that I love
#6 Read people’s interesting Blog and update mine
#7 Do my plan 2
#8 Plan a holiday
#9 Day dreaming with beautiful scenery
#10 Listen to song favorite music
#11 Shopping – provided money is available
#12 Eat something that I wish and like
As for now, I choose to update my blog…
** Stress & tired! **
Thursday, June 11, 2009
The first time feeling…
Tonight, I didn’t stay back in worship practice to practice together with them but I have to rush back to the office to continue what I have left behind just now. The feeling of leaving the 4 new dancers that I have trained them for all these while give such a heavy heart. This coming Sunday, 2 out of the 4 will dance at 10am English service. Before I left, I think most of the dancers will felt that I am like a mother that nag a lot.
Remember to practice… Remember to lift your hand up high… smile while you are dancing and smile with me when I am smiling with you… Don’t play around but practice well… Wear white color shirt… Please teach her if she cannot follow.. Don’t lead too fast… Don’t put too hard pattern.. Don’t talk while practicing… etc…
I kinda felt the feeling of a mother. Can they do well? Will they be ok when I am not around? I worry about the one that lead them this week cannot control that many kids. Many questions running around my head. And yes… They are all kids. That’s why I worry. But not the one that leads them in dancing.
Overall, I think they will practice at home and do well in the worship. Sometimes, we all just need a bit pressure to see where we are heading to and to improve.
** The first time feeling **
Remember to practice… Remember to lift your hand up high… smile while you are dancing and smile with me when I am smiling with you… Don’t play around but practice well… Wear white color shirt… Please teach her if she cannot follow.. Don’t lead too fast… Don’t put too hard pattern.. Don’t talk while practicing… etc…
I kinda felt the feeling of a mother. Can they do well? Will they be ok when I am not around? I worry about the one that lead them this week cannot control that many kids. Many questions running around my head. And yes… They are all kids. That’s why I worry. But not the one that leads them in dancing.
Overall, I think they will practice at home and do well in the worship. Sometimes, we all just need a bit pressure to see where we are heading to and to improve.
** The first time feeling **
Monday, June 08, 2009
Clergy Wives' Retreat
I learn tremendously in this retreat. Not that I am a clergy wives’ but I was there as a support staff. Someone that runs here and there in order to make sure things are in order and they can have a great service. With all the busy in hand, I still manage to enjoy myself. I saw most of them love the retreat and they all have a lot of fun. Even I have a lot of fun. The words are powerful and the workshop and amazing. They get surprises from here and there each day and gifts to be taken home with them. Not only them, I got surprises too… Haha… The first night was an opening dinner in Bishop’s house. The second day of the retreat, we all have the privilege of getting ourselves colored up and ready for a photo shot by an excellent and gifted photographer, Louis Pang. I got my first portrait and it was taken by Louis Pang. What a blessing!
Tada….
In the afternoon, we learn about colors. What colors that suits everyone and looks best on each of us. The third day, we continue with learning colors and grooming. How to play with colors to make you look suitable for the occasion. In the afternoon, they have their flower arranging workshop while I prepare the night session.
With these three nights, not only that I enjoy but I have a lot of fun making new friends and it my honor to serve them. I learned about inner beauty and outward beauty. And most important and out of my expectation, I am refreshed also. God is always good. Even though I am only supporting there, but he bless me too. Not only with all the tips for outward and inward beauty but what I have been searching for, is answered by Him. God is always great.
** Refreshed **
Tada….
In the afternoon, we learn about colors. What colors that suits everyone and looks best on each of us. The third day, we continue with learning colors and grooming. How to play with colors to make you look suitable for the occasion. In the afternoon, they have their flower arranging workshop while I prepare the night session.
With these three nights, not only that I enjoy but I have a lot of fun making new friends and it my honor to serve them. I learned about inner beauty and outward beauty. And most important and out of my expectation, I am refreshed also. God is always good. Even though I am only supporting there, but he bless me too. Not only with all the tips for outward and inward beauty but what I have been searching for, is answered by Him. God is always great. ** Refreshed **
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
The best week ever?
Put aside a busy schedule and never ending work… I can say that I have the best week even although the week has not ended yet but positive attitude, brought out the great rest of the days.
#1: He spent a lot more time with me than the usual weeks. Due to his and mine busy schedule, we talked like almost 5 minutes a call each day. But this week, it’s different
#2: I am blessed with some free lunch and dinner
#3: My G900 is coming back after about a month away from me to the mobile clinic to repair
#4: My necklace is coming back to me also after about 6 months repair
The best time I have, is that we are in great mood and everything we talked, manage to click it on. I miss this for awhile….
Best time? I think so…
**Great and wonderful days**
#1: He spent a lot more time with me than the usual weeks. Due to his and mine busy schedule, we talked like almost 5 minutes a call each day. But this week, it’s different
#2: I am blessed with some free lunch and dinner
#3: My G900 is coming back after about a month away from me to the mobile clinic to repair
#4: My necklace is coming back to me also after about 6 months repair
The best time I have, is that we are in great mood and everything we talked, manage to click it on. I miss this for awhile….
Best time? I think so…
**Great and wonderful days**
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Overall
The past few weeks I was pretty busy. Not only busy, but I lost the momentum of keeping my blog updated. Hmm…. Sometimes, keeping up the momentum is tiring. I guess it’s good to have myself stop writing but to think a little bit more.
I’ve been back to my hometown on last Sunday to have another fun family time being together. Hmm… Interestingly, when I have holiday, I tend to be lazy. Other than sleep and eat, I’ve watched 10 movies which include Camp Rock, The Journey to the Center of the Earth, Tale of Despereaux, Inkheart, Yes Man and so on…. I can’t even remember the name of the movies that I watched.
Back to a comfort zone is really comfort. Sometimes, it’s too comfort… So far, I get myself rested and try to get myself refreshed also.
Recently, facebook have this how much you know certain person kind of quiz. I took some of it. Without my expectation, some I scored quite high. Meanwhile, some I scored unexpected low. It keeps me stop and thinks for awhile. Hmm… I guess I really think a lot recently.
As I quietly thought about it, this quiz should be something really fun about it. Even those who are not so into facebook will also try to create some quiz and try to find out how much other people know them. Hmm… this should be very interesting for me. But all I felt was something that is very unusual from what I expect myself to feel. Am I a closed book now?
Hmm…. I guess I am complicated after what I’ve been through.
**Overall**
I’ve been back to my hometown on last Sunday to have another fun family time being together. Hmm… Interestingly, when I have holiday, I tend to be lazy. Other than sleep and eat, I’ve watched 10 movies which include Camp Rock, The Journey to the Center of the Earth, Tale of Despereaux, Inkheart, Yes Man and so on…. I can’t even remember the name of the movies that I watched.
Back to a comfort zone is really comfort. Sometimes, it’s too comfort… So far, I get myself rested and try to get myself refreshed also.
Recently, facebook have this how much you know certain person kind of quiz. I took some of it. Without my expectation, some I scored quite high. Meanwhile, some I scored unexpected low. It keeps me stop and thinks for awhile. Hmm… I guess I really think a lot recently.
As I quietly thought about it, this quiz should be something really fun about it. Even those who are not so into facebook will also try to create some quiz and try to find out how much other people know them. Hmm… this should be very interesting for me. But all I felt was something that is very unusual from what I expect myself to feel. Am I a closed book now?
Hmm…. I guess I am complicated after what I’ve been through.
**Overall**
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Encouraging?
When you thought that you have done the best and give the best, actually… you have only managed to go though stage 1 in level 2.
**Or Discouraging??? Hmmm....**
**Or Discouraging??? Hmmm....**
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
I pray...
Sometimes we have no words to comfort
Sometimes we are helpless
When people around can’t give the comfort and peace that we long for
There is only God will understand the feeling
Only God know the pain
Only God read the emotions
Lord, I pray that your comfort with be with him and his family. Only your peace and comfort he and his family longs for. In Jesus name I pray, amen.
** I pray... **
Sometimes we are helpless
When people around can’t give the comfort and peace that we long for
There is only God will understand the feeling
Only God know the pain
Only God read the emotions
Lord, I pray that your comfort with be with him and his family. Only your peace and comfort he and his family longs for. In Jesus name I pray, amen.
** I pray... **
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Happy Birthday Jenny!
When age started to get bigger and bigger, different people will start to react differently. This year, I have this feeling of trying not to let people know that my birthday is today. Especially in a big group of people. I just feel weird… Maybe as I grow older, celebrating birthday is no longer a request. Normal routine still has to be on. Have to work, have to eat, have to sleep and nothing so special about it. The specialty of this day should be some close friends around and just a simple lunch or dinner. That is good enough. To have a few close friends to sit around and enjoy the fellowship is really something that is so hard to do because everyone has their own schedule and to make up one day for that fellowship, will always be someday special for someone. That is birthday. Well, today I didn’t get that but I am happy too. Many people greet me Happy Birthday and indeed, I have a great and happy day. I have a great birthday gift from him and I love it because it’s priceless. I have a great breakfast fellowship with my mentoring leader. Although just a short one but it’s good enough. I have a great and expensive lunch with my ex-colleague and we enjoy the fellowship. I have a great night in the youth because they surprise me with closing all the lights and out of the blue my picture is on the screen when I thought we have a video clip to promote on something else and the cake came in and they sang Happy Birthday. Although I feel weird but I am grateful for what they have prepare. This is it… another year has past and I am one year bigger.
** Happy birthday Jenny **
Last day of 24th
I spend it in the dark for an hour and half because out of electricity. Wow… New stuff… I never spend my last few minutes/hours in a dark before I reach 25th.
** Interesting… **
** Interesting… **
Friday, April 24, 2009
I’m happy today
Today, I woke up by a dear old friend of mine which he didn’t called me for months
Today, I got my first 25th years old birthday present that is a chocolate… love it, love it so much and I am very happy when I got it
Today, I also got my second present which I never expected to get any gift this year from 3 dear colleagues
Today, I learn that suffering is to prepare you for a bigger task. Suffering is good
Today, I feel something that I have no been feeling for quite some time
Today, I’m happy…
Never expect anything from anyone because I only expect some simple greetings and that will be it. God is always good… Out of no expectation, you might get some surprise. In fact, expect less… happier I will be….
** I’m happy **
Today, I got my first 25th years old birthday present that is a chocolate… love it, love it so much and I am very happy when I got it
Today, I also got my second present which I never expected to get any gift this year from 3 dear colleagues
Today, I learn that suffering is to prepare you for a bigger task. Suffering is good
Today, I feel something that I have no been feeling for quite some time
Today, I’m happy…
Never expect anything from anyone because I only expect some simple greetings and that will be it. God is always good… Out of no expectation, you might get some surprise. In fact, expect less… happier I will be….
** I’m happy **
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Disappointed
I have lost count of how many times that I felt this feeling.
When I expect, I get disappointed….
Then I try my best not to expect, I felt the same… So what’s the difference?
I even learn not to trust just to save myself from it…
Man may fail me, but God never…
**Disappointed**
When I expect, I get disappointed….
Then I try my best not to expect, I felt the same… So what’s the difference?
I even learn not to trust just to save myself from it…
Man may fail me, but God never…
**Disappointed**
Monday, April 20, 2009
I have fun
I have a great day last night… First of all it because we seldom have English Zone Staff gathering and also I seldom can see the other fun side of those serious people that I worked with. Last night I have fun and it felt like ages I never laugh like what I laughed last night. The ice breaker was very simple and yet we all laugh aloud. It’s a beautiful moment when you can only heard laughter all around you. Even though it’s only for a short period, but that moment can refresh me for quite some time.
After last night, today I had fun too. Today I have the opportunity to face my nightmare. Even though I didn’t manage to rid of it but I get other things which I learned. I learned that it’s a journey. Again it remind me that sometimes, it’s not the result that matter but the process I go though will able to bring my personal relationship with Him into another level.
So ya… I learn to have fun again.
** Refreshed **
After last night, today I had fun too. Today I have the opportunity to face my nightmare. Even though I didn’t manage to rid of it but I get other things which I learned. I learned that it’s a journey. Again it remind me that sometimes, it’s not the result that matter but the process I go though will able to bring my personal relationship with Him into another level.
So ya… I learn to have fun again.
** Refreshed **
Saturday, April 18, 2009
I have new dream now!
As i was trying to search something online, i found something else. Something interesting and insanely beautiful...Wow...
If i got this kind of cake, i really don't know what to say. I guess i will not eat also coz it's just too nice. Now i have new dream...**Nice**
Friday, April 17, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Lord, hear my cry….
Lord, hear my cry…. When I can only find comfort in You
Lord, hear my cry…. When I can only find back the feeling of love from You
Lord, hear my cry…. When I have no words but tears
Lord, hear my cry…. When I need no one else but You
Lord, hear my cry…. The one that ones a strong person
Lord, hear my cry…. The one that ones a positive and happy person
Lord, hear my cry…. The one that ones found favors in your eyes
Lord, hear my cry…. Because you are my God, my stronghold, my shelter and my refuge
** Lord hear my cry…**
Lord, hear my cry…. When I can only find back the feeling of love from You
Lord, hear my cry…. When I have no words but tears
Lord, hear my cry…. When I need no one else but You
Lord, hear my cry…. The one that ones a strong person
Lord, hear my cry…. The one that ones a positive and happy person
Lord, hear my cry…. The one that ones found favors in your eyes
Lord, hear my cry…. Because you are my God, my stronghold, my shelter and my refuge
** Lord hear my cry…**
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday - Day off
Yesterday was my day off which I look forward so much because I have been working two weeks in a roll without having break. As I look forward to it, of course I will also plan for it. Get myself enough rest, wake up and study Theophostic, watch one movie and work on some of the stuff. Well, everything has planned but it doesn’t go according to my plan. I end up having enough rest and shopping in One Borneo.
So, I went One Borneo with my dear housemate. Basically is to accompany her and we have a lot of fun. We saw the mushroom decoration…
And I found a cheese burger phone
And a cheese burger saving tank
Weird? But I think it’s interesting…
Last but not least, I bought three pairs of shoes… Ta da…
With two pairs of Vincci and one pair of Chales and Keith for only RM138 for three? Cheap, nice and reasonable? I think so… God is always good. He answers prayer… Yeah… I forgot how nice it feel to shop... It's like ages i didn't go shopping and buying pretty and reasonable price thing is so fun.
** God is always good **
So, I went One Borneo with my dear housemate. Basically is to accompany her and we have a lot of fun. We saw the mushroom decoration…
And I found a cheese burger phone
And a cheese burger saving tank
Weird? But I think it’s interesting… Last but not least, I bought three pairs of shoes… Ta da…
With two pairs of Vincci and one pair of Chales and Keith for only RM138 for three? Cheap, nice and reasonable? I think so… God is always good. He answers prayer… Yeah… I forgot how nice it feel to shop... It's like ages i didn't go shopping and buying pretty and reasonable price thing is so fun. ** God is always good **
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Currently
Currently I have grown round… Period? Or too many rich? Hmm…
Currently I lost my interest in Heroes Season 3
Currently I didn’t sleep well
Currently I am interested in Germany
Currently I am so into blogging and making my blog pretty and fun to browse
Currently I am thinking should take more pictures with him when we are together
Currently I have a serious thought of getting myself 1000 piece of puzzle
Currently I get flu fast
Currently I am having short term plans
Currently I like to eat
Currently I am so keen into handmade things.. Craft?
Will you look at that… isn’t it lovely? Well, looking and doing is totally different things
**Currently**
Currently I lost my interest in Heroes Season 3
Currently I didn’t sleep well
Currently I am interested in Germany
Currently I am so into blogging and making my blog pretty and fun to browse
Currently I am thinking should take more pictures with him when we are together
Currently I have a serious thought of getting myself 1000 piece of puzzle
Currently I get flu fast
Currently I am having short term plans
Currently I like to eat
Currently I am so keen into handmade things.. Craft?
Will you look at that… isn’t it lovely? Well, looking and doing is totally different things**Currently**
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Today is a miracle…
Why? Because today I ate lunch with Pei San. Hahaha… and she bought me Starbucks. Miracle? I think so…
** Glad that we can have some fellowship**
** Glad that we can have some fellowship**
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