Looked back at the 2012 resolution, I am glad I able to fulfilled 80% of it. Some I will considered not pass because I lose my weight and I gain it back. Sigh…

So, new year is coming, feeling kinda excited for it at the same time, having this mixed feeling because never know what is coming… Gonna really miss 2012 a lot because lots of people has come and go… And lots of beautiful memories in 2012 just like I got my married in May 2012.
Nevertheless, I am grateful what God has planned for my family, both Danny and I and we look forward for greater things ahead of us. God is faithful and we are eternal grateful.
** Happy New Year **
Monday, December 31, 2012
Monday, December 24, 2012
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Change of lifestyle, change everything – Shaun T
I managed to watched one of Shaun T’s interview on youtube and he said
that changed of lifestyle, change everything. He said this because he doesn’t
believe in diet. There is no perfect diet. He continues and said that you can
be on diet and you can be off diet. So what happen when you’re off diet? You
gain back extra pound.
So, I feel that he has a point… Instead of going for a diet, choose to
have a healthy eating lifestyle. Of course he is not saying that you cannot eat
chocolate, cookie, or fast food at all… But not the whole packs of chocolate on the
same day.
I believe that when we cultivate a healthy eating habit, we can eat
anything occasionally and with a proper workout.
** Change of mindset, change of lifestyle, change everything **
Friday, December 14, 2012
The birthday
Yesterday was a great day to celebrate the birth of my lovely husband
27th years ago. So, we went out for a simple buffet breakfast since
we have the complimentary voucher and we enjoy ourselves. Yes… We ate a lot…
But, it’s ok.. Since it’s a celebration… Of course, we work out a lot also that
same day.
When I thought of my husband, my heart is filled with gratitude that God
has placed such an amazing man in my life. Marrying him brings lots of color
into my life. If this is not God’s grace, I really don’t know what this is.
** Happy Birthday Sweet Heart **
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Workout…
I’ve been working very hard to lose some of the stubborn fat that stick
with me for several years for my wedding day and I did… Happily, I think I have
lost 8kg and 4 inches from my waist. I had a beautiful wedding and honeymoon.
During my honeymoon, my husband told me, you should try to lose more on the lower abs when we go
back to KK. Then I told him, ok… gonna try..
Read and heard lots of testimony of how people transform from day 1 to
day 60. Just hearing them keeps me motivated… Therefore, I grab my husband
along to try this programme together. Today is the 10th day for me in
this programme while my husband is the 3rd day.
Low and behold, marriage brings lots of joy and food… I gain back my
weight… I have not been consistent in my exercise for 6 months and I ate what I
love without much control. Now, most of the dress and shirt that I bought from
honeymoon couldn’t fit me anymore and I got very frustrated.
So, what to do… Have to get myself back to an exercise lifestyle…
I felt that the previous exercises are not enough and I looked for
something more intense… And… I found this…
It is not easy… like what Shaun T has warned in his DVDs but it is not
impossible. The first few days were really tough… I rest a lot. As it continues,
I also try to challenge my body and my mind and would like to see how far I can
go with this.
Can’t wait to see the result on day 60 but as for now, let’s just keep one
step at a time. Of course, nothing comes free… No pain, no gain… What goes into your mouth, counts too…
** Insanity **
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
We miss the Lo's...
Last Friday was a very hard day for everyone of us in the English zone… though we know that we still get to see her. I think the toughest part is that we are not under her leadership. She is not a perfect leader and she is not the best person to work with.... But her heart towards God, we all witnessed it with our own eyes. Her cares for each and every one one of us was deeply felt by each of us. She fought for our benefits, she gave the best to us and she loved each and every one of us no matter how many silly mistakes we had made…
We all felt a big part of our heart has left with her…
p/s: Never knew that i miss this little girl so much... But i really do... Miss screaming at her name and being annoyed by her... I gonna miss sitting next to her during service.
** We miss you **
Friday, November 30, 2012
The Lord watches over me
God will give you renewed strength when you grow weary. When you come
to Him in praise, He refreshes your heart. When you come to him in prayer, He
refreshes your soul. When you come to Him in meditation, He refreshes your
mind, when you come to Him with thanksgiving, He refreshes your perspective. Practicing
these disciplines releases the burdens of life and draws strength from God, the
source of strength.
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Being reminded
I've been quite active in Twitter recently and have been following Nicky Gumbel. I found that most of the words from him is really good and it reminds me from time to time.
It's good to just talk slow and not judge... So that the one that shared will not feel judged.
Never judge someone without knowing the whole story. You may think you understand, but you don't necessarily - Nicky Gumbel
** Who am I to judge? For who I am today is only because of God's grace **
It's good to just talk slow and not judge... So that the one that shared will not feel judged.
Never judge someone without knowing the whole story. You may think you understand, but you don't necessarily - Nicky Gumbel
** Who am I to judge? For who I am today is only because of God's grace **
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Thoughts
What you do comes from what you think about. The seeds for your
actions, both good and bad are planted in your heart. As these seeds grow,
their nature is revealed by the fruit they produce: the things you say and do. Nurture
the soil of your heart and mind to produce thoughts that are pleasing to God. As
you think, so you are, and so you become. Your conduct is shaped by your
character, and your character is shaped by the condition of your heart. As God transforms
you from the inside out, your actions will be transformed as well.
** From, Divine Moments **
Philippians 4:8-9
Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble,
whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is
admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9 Whatever
you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into
practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
** From, Divine Moments **
Monday, November 05, 2012
It has been 6 months
It has been 6 magical months being together.... I love every moment that we spend together. It's just amazing... Being together bring the best out of us.
** 6 months **
** 6 months **
Thursday, November 01, 2012
Are we ready?
Seeing Jordon again really brings lots of joy around us because he is really cute. Just hear him laugh can make us feel he is really worth it all.
Knowing that his parent also shared with us the amount of joy that Jordon gave them, we all felt the blessing that God placed in their family.
Coming home from that warm family sometimes makes me think about Danny and I. Wondering that how would our lives be with additional member in our home and how will our kids look like. Will the baby look more like me or him? Or look like the combination of both of us? I understand that being parent is not easy therefore we also try to get ourselves ready before we have children.
As for now, we are enjoying our time together. You'll know it when I'm pregnant. By then, I guess we're ready.
** Kid **
Monday, October 29, 2012
Mission Trip
I’m glad that the SOMA team is back… It just felt warm to see them back
from South Africa after we have missed each one of them for the past three
weeks.
Hearing and reading their report from this SOMA gave me a heavy heart
for mission. I never thought of mission trip, I guess it is because I never
felt it before, therefore, I seldom respond to it when there is a mission trip
to anywhere. But the feeling that I felt this time, I just couldn’t describe it
properly. Seeing the pictures taken from them and hearing their hearts out as
they shared has gave me a heavy burden for mission. After reading their report
or hear from anyone of them, I started to questions myself that, what am I doing
here that only sit in the office and do paperwork and complain about how unfair
lives is and worrying about the ‘drama’ that we are facing now.
There is a lot more out there, there are a lot more to see…. Out of
sudden, I wish I was there to witness how close God’s heart is with the
children in South Africa, how much compassionate is our God when He sees them
from Heaven.... Only hears from them has already impacted my life a bit…. What more
for them, that been there and sees it with their own eyes and felt it with
their own heart.
Life is so much more than what I see now and so much more than what I thought.
The world is so big and our God is so much greater than I can ever imagine.
** Mission Trip **
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Hotel Transylvania
I seldom talk about movie in my blog but this is seriously a very nice
movie and my husband and I are thinking to watch the second time.
It is really funny and we did not expect it to be this good or perhaps
we did not set expectation when we went into the cinema. After the movie, both
of us felt very relax and happily, we went home and still talked about this
cartoon.
I recommend it to everyone…
** Very nice and relaxed movie **
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Gary Chapman's blog
I found his blog is very good and would like to share it here. Many of marriage tips are very useful
and it might help someone as they browse through this.
A small part from his blog; http://www.5lovelanguages.com/2012/10/your-marriage-is-worth-it-2/
“ One wife said, “Our marriage
was bad, but out divorce is even worse. I still have all the responsibilities I
had when we were married, but now I have less time and less money.” The effects
of divorce linger for a lifetime. So do yourself a favour, call a counselor,
read a book, or reach out to a pastor. Your marriage is worth it. “
** Your marriage worth it **
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Psalm 91
Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the LORD, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust.”
Surely he will save you
from the fowler’s snare
and
from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you
will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,
nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.
A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.
You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.
If you say, “The LORD is my refuge,”
and you make the Most High your dwelling,
no harm will overtake you,
no disaster will come near your tent.
For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in
all your ways;
they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
You will tread on the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
“Because he[b] loves me,” says the LORD,
“I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
He will call on me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life I will satisfy him
and show him my salvation.”
Friday, October 05, 2012
The 5th Months
Today mark the 5th months of us being a married couple. It has been a beautiful, wonderful and happy 5 months of us being together. Therefore, we shouldn't forgot some marriage tips to make it even more beautiful...
#1 - I am responsible for my own attitude.
Trouble is inevitable, but misery is optional. Attitude has
to do with the way I choose to think about things. Two wives have husbands who
have lost their jobs. Wendy said, "My husband hasn't had a full-time job
in three years. The good part is not being able to afford cable TV. We've done
a lot more talking on Monday nights. We've learned a lot. Our philosophy is
'Let's see how many things we can do without that everybody else thinks they
have to have.' It's amazing how many things you can do without."
On the other hand, Lou Ann said, "My husband hasn't had
a job for ten months. We are down to one car, no phone, and we're getting food
from the food bank. Life is miserable at our house." The difference in
these two wives was basically a matter of attitude.
We choose to think negatively and curse the darkness, or we
choose to look for the silver lining behind the clouds.
** The 5th months **
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Walk with God
Today I was chatting with an old good friend in whatapps and telling
her that she wrote very well in her blog and I totally LOVED it. In the
conversation, I shared that it is really pain to see someone that close to us
in pain and being accused and condemn on left right centre. She then reminded
me that not to walk with man but walk with God.
With lots of encouragement to trust God every day, I have no other way
to turn to but to everyday remind my soul to trust Him. Trust that He is my
shelter, He is my rock. Trust that He in the sovereign God. Trust that He loves
me very much and will keep me away from harm. Trust that all things will work
well for those who love Him. Trust that revenge is in the hand of God. Trust
that we will have our rainbow after lots of thunder and rain.
Reading that text from her is like reading the heart of God just like
God reminding me to walk with Him. No doubt that we all feel the pain because
we are human beings and we have feelings. Feeling the pain and yet could not do
anything about it but to trust God and preserve. Trusting that God sees all
these and trusting that God is in control.
With lots of encouragement to trust God every day, I have no other way
to turn to but to everyday remind my soul to trust Him. Trust that He is my
shelter, He is my rock. Trust that He in the sovereign God. Trust that He loves
me very much and will keep me away from harm. Trust that all things will work
well for those who love Him. Trust that revenge is in the hand of God. Trust
that we will have our rainbow after lots of thunder and rain.
To walk this journey with God and with lots of them with tears, my
heart started to be grateful and able to recognize the true character of those
that are around us. It is only through all these, we can see the colour of
their personalities. It do look scary but I rather to be shock now than later and not knowing that they are actually wild wolf
in a sheep costume.
** The truth will set us free **
Friday, September 21, 2012
People come and people go
In life, people come and go are the cycle of life that
we have to adapt to it. Especially in our life… We meet, we work together, we
love each other and then one of us got transfer and with no other choice, we
have to farewell and we will meet again ones awhile.
After a few months of being roommate, we move to a bigger apartment and
we are house mate again. Then she move out and then she move back in. So, on off we’ve
been in each other life for about 7-8 years. We have lots of fun together and
we laugh a lot at the same time tease each other a lot… Sometimes, we forgot
the important of friendship in our lives and we take each other for granted.
We’ve also been through a lot together just that when I look back, I kinda miss her out because she's not tall. Hehehe...
Because of this cycle, my heart started to accept this fact and learn
to move on with it very fast. But no matter how, it does hurt to say goodbye to
someone that are close to my heart because I know that by the time we meet
again, things will no longer be the same anymore.
I meet this little girl when I was in KL back at 2004. She came from
Tawau to KL to further her study. I still remember that the first time we went out, we went to McDonald for a drink. The first impression that I
have for her is, she talks A LOT… After that, we became housemate and we stay
under the same roof.
As time pass and due to circumstances, we move out. The time where we stay together again was 2 years later when I came to KK in respond to my calling. We were roommate back then. She was so troubled for the first month I was in KK because almost every night, I cried myself to sleep because I miss my boyfriend (which is my husband now) back then.
As time pass and due to circumstances, we move out. The time where we stay together again was 2 years later when I came to KK in respond to my calling. We were roommate back then. She was so troubled for the first month I was in KK because almost every night, I cried myself to sleep because I miss my boyfriend (which is my husband now) back then.
As our age is catching up and we started to have our own lives and with
lots of people coming and going, true and close friends are really hard to
find. But I am truly grateful to God that God always provide someone to walk
along with us. I am grateful that she is still in my life and we enjoy each other’s
company. We now work together and she has bought lots of joy in the office. Without
realise, time passed so fast and she has now became one of my old old friend
that I know I can look up to when I need a hand.
** A little friend with a big heart **
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