Happy Chinese New Year

Talk about CNY, I really hate packing. Because CNY always related to packing stuff and the worst part of packing is, you have to plan what to wear for the whole trip when you are away from home. With all the planning and stuff, makes me frustrated.

Back to CNY.. Look forward to this trip so much and not really about CNY but more towards, happy that I can be away from my office for a period of time and to out of my normal routine and meet up with some old friends that I don’t normally do every day and get myself refreshed and recharge to start again. Look forward also to spend some time with my family and with my man also.

This trip starts tonight and I really look forward and excited to some times with this young lady.

I miss her a lot… Miss laughing with her, quarrelling with her (which by the way just happened not long ago), miss sharing with her, miss making her miserable having me in her life… miss a lot of what we have build since like forever.

I pray that tonight the flight will not delay and we able to spend some beautiful time together. In Jesus name, Amen.

** Till then, Happy Chinese New Year everyone…**

Companion

Every couple have their journey and things that they need to bear with one another. The same goes to us.

As I lean on his shoulder, I count my blessing and grateful that God is in the centre of us. With God’s grace, we believe we can face the future together.

I just love hanging out with him. Sharing what have we learn today, what have we do today and what do we feel about the whole situation.

** Enjoy each other companion **

A phase that I would love to remember

Maybe you are not God’s first choice.
Maybe not the second choice either.
Maybe you are the third or fourth choice.
You never know.
But let this be God’s last choices to choose you to do the things that you are called to do.


** Would like to remember **

Being young

Sometimes, being young in an organization holding a heavy post doesn’t mean is a good thing.
Sometimes, you got bullied
Sometimes, people instruct you going here and there doing this and that
Sometimes, you get blamed
Sometimes, you don’t get the chances to explain, even if you did, people will not listen
Sometimes, you being expected highly
Sometimes, you don’t get to choose what you like to do
Sometimes, you don’t have authority to instruct even your position is higher

So what do we get being young? Energetic and beauty? How long that can last?

Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity. ~ 1 Timothy 4:12

May this verse give help us to have the courage to move on.

** Being young **

Picture of the day # 6

I find this interesting...

** Nice... **

New Theme

New year gonna start with a new theme too…

Last year my focus is to not give up and believe that faithfulness is the key because at the end of the days, we all hope to hear God said, “well done you good and faithful servant” and not “well done you good and very hardworking servant” nor will he said “well done, you good and generous servant”. From that point, I realize that faithfulness is the key. God is faithful and being faithful to him will please Him.

It is indeed a year of not giving up. There are many times in my last year that I am so tempted to give up and walk away for various reasons. It is only by His grace that I am still surviving here, holding what I am holding now.

With not giving up theme for last year, I felt that this year should be a year to learn to be still and know that He is God.

Feelings come and go. Seasons will also pass by like wind. Emotions can be swinging up and down but my will and soul must stay firm and still to know that God is God and He is in control. Many times in my weakness, I forgot that many things in our life are out of our control. We can only do our best with all our heart and leave it to God that in control of everything to do the rest.

Throughout this year, I pray that not only I able to taste the stillness in my soul with knowing who God is and also to be able to know Him deeper. That has always been my prayer. In order to do so, I have to go through different kind of struggles. May I hide under your wings and find refuge.

** Be still and know that He is God **

New Year... Oh Yeah!!!

Oh yeah… It’s a New Year… Always end the last year with prayer and start the New Year with prayer.

After the thanksgiving prayer meeting that end about 11.45pm, we have porridge. While I am serving porridge, I heard fireworks. Wanted to go out and see... but no more.. .Aiya... I love fireworks…


Anyway, the best part is at 12.30am on the 1st of January 2011, both of us went to Starbucks to get some New Year feel out there and we end with having Mc Donald nugget and walk home at 1.45am.


He bought me a new Starbucks tumbler that can change the paper inside as New Year gift. Now I can have a little Starbucks feel in my office and able to release some stress with the new tumbler accompanying me to work. Hehe…



** Happy New Year **