Last night conversation:-
Me: I am so stress with all these.. Planning, planning, planning and research, research, research and non-stop research
Him: Don’t so stress about all these.. Put everything aside and focus on what you should be doing now
Me: Sigh…
Him: Just enjoy… Enjoy being my fiancée now..
Me: Ok… I’ll enjoy… Erm… What a fiancée suppose to enjoy then?
Him: I don’t know….
Both of us: Hahahhahahahaha……………
Indeed, it cheers me up… and being reminded that I should enjoy even though I don’t know what to enjoy.
** Enjoy **
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
It’s been awhile…
It’s been a while that we have not yell at each other on the phone, couldn’t communicate, couldn’t accept the reason that are given, couldn’t understand each others point of view and have different perspective of our own. It’s really been awhile until last night.
Last night, I sat and feel the whole situation, the whole moment. Wow… it’s really been awhile and I almost forgot that sometimes, misunderstand do occur, couldn’t communicate do exist and pain for being in love is real.
I always love the reconcile part because it brings us closer and deeper in love… and I miss that.
With last night experience, we are reminded again to not to take each other for granted and learn to respect and honor each other with love.
** It’s has been awhile… **
Last night, I sat and feel the whole situation, the whole moment. Wow… it’s really been awhile and I almost forgot that sometimes, misunderstand do occur, couldn’t communicate do exist and pain for being in love is real.
I always love the reconcile part because it brings us closer and deeper in love… and I miss that.
With last night experience, we are reminded again to not to take each other for granted and learn to respect and honor each other with love.
** It’s has been awhile… **
Monday, April 12, 2010
Wedding list?
According to one of the website that I found while I help one of my dearest friends on her wedding, I found a checklist for the wedding preparation.So, I kept one for myself too…. And according to that checklist, I have to list down the guest list way before the wedding, so the very obedient me, trying to list it down. Low and behold, I found myself having some headache….
The interesting part is there is no basic guideline about whom to invites. When I thought about asking so and so to my wedding, I worry that he/she will ended up sitting there alone because he/she doesn’t mix with my another gang of friends. That would be quite pity for him/her. Then should I invite or not invite? Oh man… This troubles me a bit. For those that are really close to me, be prepare to receive some of my phone calls asking you, should I invite so and so.
** Wedding list **
Thursday, April 08, 2010
It bright my day
I found a software that able to do this... So happy and it brighter my day from a bad evening that i have yesterday..
** Happy already **
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Rebuke
I believe that no one loves to be rebuke and force to face the ugly side of them. In life journey, we have to be rebuke in order to grow. Like it or not, rebuke and discipline is one of the way to show love. I don’t like to scold and rebuke as well but sometimes, it left me no choice. To keep certain high standard, I have to scold. To keep the level of quality, I have to rebuke. I don’t like scolding people as well. Most of the time, I ended up feeling guilty for scolding him/her. I always asked myself, who have I turn into? Have I turned into someone that no one like me?
Rebuke is one of the ways that you show concern and love. Hard to accept it but this is the fact. Because I love them … so, I care enough to rebuke them and want them to grow and be better in what they are doing. Unfortunately, not everyone sees the point. I rebuke them with love because I want to see them succeed in their life. If I don’t care, I won’t have rebuked them at the first place.
I hope he understands my heart that in order for him to succeed in life, I must rebuke and discipline him.
** Rebuke with love **
Rebuke is one of the ways that you show concern and love. Hard to accept it but this is the fact. Because I love them … so, I care enough to rebuke them and want them to grow and be better in what they are doing. Unfortunately, not everyone sees the point. I rebuke them with love because I want to see them succeed in their life. If I don’t care, I won’t have rebuked them at the first place.
I hope he understands my heart that in order for him to succeed in life, I must rebuke and discipline him.
** Rebuke with love **
Monday, April 05, 2010
A dream comes true…
I used to imagine how would it be like? Who would he be? What would he do?
On 16th March 2010, I able to taste what the feeling of a dream come true.
We had a beautiful dinner in Euro Deli restaurant. I was kinda hoping for it. As I ate my food, I hope I will cut something more than food. Well, it ended up just a normal dinner with an awesome environment and tasty food. It’s a bit costly than what we normally had. But it’s alright since it’s a celebration dinner.
After dinner, we went to a park called small genting somewhere in Ampang that able to see the night view of KL. I love that place. We used to go there quite often before the long distance relationship happens because I love to see beautiful view at night. We have a great time talking about what we have gone through as a couple in the past three years and the breakthroughs for our path. The Lord is good… He always is… As we talked about the old memories, both of us are grateful and amaze how God lead us together.
As I looked at my watch, it’s half past 11pm. He looked worried and kept smsing. I asked him not to worry so much about work after the long meeting that he had. Later on, he said, why not we go to another place that can see the KL night view too. I get so excited and we depart to another the next place.
When we arrived there, the view was amazing… with an open air restaurant and the beautiful view. I stared at the view while trying to catch my breath from the long walk from the bottom to the top. Then, his friend gave him a dozen of roses and with one knee, he ask me to marry him. I heard lots of cheer because the restaurant was pack with people. I was so embarrass and overwhelm and I was speechless. I nod my head and he stood up gave me a hug.
With no ring but an Ipod, we are engaged. How do I feel? I feel overwhelm and like a dream come true.
Now, we are engaged. Another chapter of our life together… As for the date… We will let you know… It will be another beautiful day.
This will be one of the meaningful day that I will remember with the awesome view, beautiful place and lovely friends around us to be happy together with us.
** Just like a dream come true **
On 16th March 2010, I able to taste what the feeling of a dream come true.
We had a beautiful dinner in Euro Deli restaurant. I was kinda hoping for it. As I ate my food, I hope I will cut something more than food. Well, it ended up just a normal dinner with an awesome environment and tasty food. It’s a bit costly than what we normally had. But it’s alright since it’s a celebration dinner.After dinner, we went to a park called small genting somewhere in Ampang that able to see the night view of KL. I love that place. We used to go there quite often before the long distance relationship happens because I love to see beautiful view at night. We have a great time talking about what we have gone through as a couple in the past three years and the breakthroughs for our path. The Lord is good… He always is… As we talked about the old memories, both of us are grateful and amaze how God lead us together.
As I looked at my watch, it’s half past 11pm. He looked worried and kept smsing. I asked him not to worry so much about work after the long meeting that he had. Later on, he said, why not we go to another place that can see the KL night view too. I get so excited and we depart to another the next place.
When we arrived there, the view was amazing… with an open air restaurant and the beautiful view. I stared at the view while trying to catch my breath from the long walk from the bottom to the top. Then, his friend gave him a dozen of roses and with one knee, he ask me to marry him. I heard lots of cheer because the restaurant was pack with people. I was so embarrass and overwhelm and I was speechless. I nod my head and he stood up gave me a hug. With no ring but an Ipod, we are engaged. How do I feel? I feel overwhelm and like a dream come true.
Now, we are engaged. Another chapter of our life together… As for the date… We will let you know… It will be another beautiful day. This will be one of the meaningful day that I will remember with the awesome view, beautiful place and lovely friends around us to be happy together with us.
** Just like a dream come true **
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Happy Easter
The Lord is Risen... He is Risen Indeed.
p/s: No idea why rabbit got to do with easter...
** Happy Easter **
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
A testimony
My name is Jenny Liau. I was born in Sandakan, Sabah in an ordinary Christian home with a great family. I have an elder sister and a younger brother. I was brought up by my mom. Since I was a little girl, my mom brought us to church. I know more about Christ through the faith of my mother and the stories that are told in Sunday’s school. Since young, I was being taught that God is my friend.
But I have not truly known him as a friend because many times I talk to him, he remain silence and when I try to listen to his reply, I felt asleep.
I grew up in a church knowing what I should do and what I shouldn't do. Most of the times, it has been a follow the rules kind of attitude than knowing it in my heart what it really means.
Since I was a little girl, God has been in my life but we don't really have a close relationship. If you ask me do i love Him? I surely do. But do i know him? Well… not really.
I have most of the encounter with God when I start to step out of my comfort zone, when I have to be alone in a foreign place leaving my parents and all my friends. My relationship with God started to built because I learned that He is my only refuge and comforter.
One of the most significant encounters with God was when I went though my life deepest struggle and the darkest moment of my soul. My heart was broken and I feel that my soul is lost. I couldn't find my way back. It's scary to feel broken and lost.
In that moment, the Lord shows me His promise and his comfort. For it is written that a broken and contrite heart, He will not despise. I manage to feel it with my heart knowing that He is with me. Every steps of the path, He carries me. I can even visualize it knowing that He carry me on His shoulder and my tears drop to His shoulder. I can feel that His heart is even more pain than mine seeing me going through what I have to go through. He is indeed my true friend and my comforter. When I can finally walk myself again, I can feel that He put me down from His shoulder and He hold my hand with a smile on His face assure me that everything will be alright because He is with me.
With this encounter, anything that I am going through now, I will not be afraid because He is with me. This encounter had built our relationship, had made me stronger and had given me the eternal promise that God will be with me and He will love me with His everlasting love. For nothing will separate us.
The changes in me are not the dramatic type but God has slowly lead me step by step from taking care of my since I am a baby to leading me slowly to know Him and now serving Him with what I have, with all I have.
The Lord is truly my God, my best friend, my refuge and my stronghold. In Him, I find peace and joy.
** My Saviour is Jesus Christ **
But I have not truly known him as a friend because many times I talk to him, he remain silence and when I try to listen to his reply, I felt asleep.
I grew up in a church knowing what I should do and what I shouldn't do. Most of the times, it has been a follow the rules kind of attitude than knowing it in my heart what it really means.
Since I was a little girl, God has been in my life but we don't really have a close relationship. If you ask me do i love Him? I surely do. But do i know him? Well… not really.
I have most of the encounter with God when I start to step out of my comfort zone, when I have to be alone in a foreign place leaving my parents and all my friends. My relationship with God started to built because I learned that He is my only refuge and comforter.
One of the most significant encounters with God was when I went though my life deepest struggle and the darkest moment of my soul. My heart was broken and I feel that my soul is lost. I couldn't find my way back. It's scary to feel broken and lost.
In that moment, the Lord shows me His promise and his comfort. For it is written that a broken and contrite heart, He will not despise. I manage to feel it with my heart knowing that He is with me. Every steps of the path, He carries me. I can even visualize it knowing that He carry me on His shoulder and my tears drop to His shoulder. I can feel that His heart is even more pain than mine seeing me going through what I have to go through. He is indeed my true friend and my comforter. When I can finally walk myself again, I can feel that He put me down from His shoulder and He hold my hand with a smile on His face assure me that everything will be alright because He is with me.
With this encounter, anything that I am going through now, I will not be afraid because He is with me. This encounter had built our relationship, had made me stronger and had given me the eternal promise that God will be with me and He will love me with His everlasting love. For nothing will separate us.
The changes in me are not the dramatic type but God has slowly lead me step by step from taking care of my since I am a baby to leading me slowly to know Him and now serving Him with what I have, with all I have.
The Lord is truly my God, my best friend, my refuge and my stronghold. In Him, I find peace and joy.
** My Saviour is Jesus Christ **
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Stuck
Sometimes, I get stuck. What to write next? What is the first word that should be put on it to make it sound more professional? Stuck… Man.. I hate it when I am stuck.. Have to find high and low for that one word. There are really thousands of words in English words but due to my limitation, I get stuck. Man.. This is not good.
Sometimes, words just float in my mind and I can write smoothly in less than ten minutes. Read more, read more… Inspiration come more.. Come more…
How to continue… Oh Lord, please give the words… I am literally stuck with words now.
People said read more english word and watch more english movie, your english will improve.. Trust me, i am doing that..
** Stuck **
Sometimes, words just float in my mind and I can write smoothly in less than ten minutes. Read more, read more… Inspiration come more.. Come more…
How to continue… Oh Lord, please give the words… I am literally stuck with words now.
People said read more english word and watch more english movie, your english will improve.. Trust me, i am doing that..
** Stuck **
Monday, March 01, 2010
Pictures...
I am blessed that He gave us the opportunity to serve Him together as a family. Though we are not perfect but we willing to learn to love each other as who we are.
Together, we go through tears and joy.
A nice picture. How i wish the person next to me is another him.
** Family **
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Only I love you, enough to sustain a marriage?
As I was browsing through facebook, I remembered a very common advice that people will give that is, if he/she treat you good, that is enough.
I sat and have a moment to think.. Is it really enough? Can a marriage survive with only I love you? Only he/she treat you good?
As I grew up, my best friend’s mom told her that as long as your future husband doesn’t gamble, doesn’t drink, not a womanizer, you should start to count your blessing. Heard lots of story about someone else having affair problem, really lead me to believe what my best friend’s mom advice is true. Should count blessing if he/she treat you good…
As for me, I am preparing myself to be someone’s wife because I will be someone’s wife one day. To step into marriage only with 3 words, I don’t think it is enough. Marriage is always more than just 3 words.
Love only one person for the rest of my life… I guess marriage life is a love lifestyle. Well, I have not truly married yet… I guess this post will be continuing after I have reached certain chapter of life.
** By then, i will know... **
I sat and have a moment to think.. Is it really enough? Can a marriage survive with only I love you? Only he/she treat you good?
As I grew up, my best friend’s mom told her that as long as your future husband doesn’t gamble, doesn’t drink, not a womanizer, you should start to count your blessing. Heard lots of story about someone else having affair problem, really lead me to believe what my best friend’s mom advice is true. Should count blessing if he/she treat you good…
As for me, I am preparing myself to be someone’s wife because I will be someone’s wife one day. To step into marriage only with 3 words, I don’t think it is enough. Marriage is always more than just 3 words.
Love only one person for the rest of my life… I guess marriage life is a love lifestyle. Well, I have not truly married yet… I guess this post will be continuing after I have reached certain chapter of life.
** By then, i will know... **
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sandakan~~
I went back to Sandakan on 13th February for Chinese New Year. It was so happening because my uncle from Australia has come back for a holiday after like 10 years the Liau siblings never meet. So, they have dinner at my home and have a reunion photo. My father has 11 siblings including him. Big family.. But not all of them are here that night. 
Other than the Liau family reunion, i have him here for the first time for CNY. Well, he went to Sandakan before last year, so that makes him the second time to Sandakan, the first time spending time with me in Sandakan and also the first time we celebrate CNY together after so long...
Chinese New Year is always the time we all gather together as a family to have fun and fellowship.I miss spending time with my brother and sister. The three of us can have a great time together. 
As for now, we welcome the Wong into our family picture.Hehe... 
** Chinese New Year 2010 **
Other than the Liau family reunion, i have him here for the first time for CNY. Well, he went to Sandakan before last year, so that makes him the second time to Sandakan, the first time spending time with me in Sandakan and also the first time we celebrate CNY together after so long...
Chinese New Year is always the time we all gather together as a family to have fun and fellowship.I miss spending time with my brother and sister. The three of us can have a great time together. 
As for now, we welcome the Wong into our family picture.Hehe... 
** Chinese New Year 2010 **
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
CNY Mood
When you are in CNY mood, it’s really hard to concentrate to work.
So what I do? I search what kind of dress I should buy and what kind of blouse I should wear. Oh man.. searching for cloth is always hard for me.
Other than that, I found this… Cool ha.. Can convert pictures to something like this. This is just so cool. 
So, I spend some time doing this. 
** So cool... **
So what I do? I search what kind of dress I should buy and what kind of blouse I should wear. Oh man.. searching for cloth is always hard for me.
Other than that, I found this… Cool ha.. Can convert pictures to something like this. This is just so cool. 
So, I spend some time doing this. 
** So cool... **
Monday, February 08, 2010
English Zone Outing
Our English zone staff normally have outing ones in two to three months and we all LOVES the outing because we get to sty away from work topic, we have lots of laugher and fun together and we can have a refreshing time together.
Last Thursday, we went to a waterfall.
Before that, we drop by Bishop’s mom place and she is doing the ‘nyien kau’ in a traditional way. Cool~~~
Then we have our first group photo
As usual, the kids will go in the water while my role is to take pictures.
And the moms start their eating outing.
Cynthia is really good in climbing rocks. She climbs up to the top of the hill. Wow… really impressive. * Clap hands* I did try but I failed. 
After that, we continue to take pictures
And ended up in Vedablu for ice cream before we went home.
** Fun and exciting day**
Last Thursday, we went to a waterfall.
Before that, we drop by Bishop’s mom place and she is doing the ‘nyien kau’ in a traditional way. Cool~~~
Then we have our first group photo
As usual, the kids will go in the water while my role is to take pictures.
And the moms start their eating outing.
Cynthia is really good in climbing rocks. She climbs up to the top of the hill. Wow… really impressive. * Clap hands* I did try but I failed. 
After that, we continue to take pictures
And ended up in Vedablu for ice cream before we went home.
** Fun and exciting day**
Friday, February 05, 2010
Happy and Satisfied
I’ve been a blogger for more than 4 years now. Since 2007 onward, every year I will change the templates and the theme. So, this year… I choose something that is not provided by blogger setting. I used more than 4 hours to choose the right one and here it is… I finally found one that I am satisfied and happy. I have also saved the pictures of the previous templates that I have used for record purposes.
2006-2007
2008
2009
Though i don't update it everyday, but i still keep it alive. Hehe...
** Happy and Satisfied **
2006-2007
2008
2009
Though i don't update it everyday, but i still keep it alive. Hehe...
** Happy and Satisfied **
Wednesday, February 03, 2010
A year of faith
This year is the year of faith. Our church start with a series of faith in our sermon for a month and the first sermon is really good. Four points are shared - think faith, aim high, speak faith and practice faith. To put into practice is always the hardest but it challenges us to really take a big step of faith out.
With this year of faith, I change my theme from let go, let God to never give up. I believe that I have learned to let go and let God to do things that only He can do and only He can change. I will say it is not an easy saying to let go and let God. Some people took years to let go and let God. I took some years too. Last year, I tasted his greatness and love.
This year theme and focus is ‘never gives up’. I will say that I am a kind of person that will give up easily. To endure the never give up process; it took lots of endurance and faithfulness. It challenges me and tested my faithfulness. Sometimes, it’s not about the result but about the endurance of the process to never give up.
Never an easy lesson but God is good. He gives us things that we can bear and never give us things that are out of our lead.
** Never give up, faithfulness is the key **
With this year of faith, I change my theme from let go, let God to never give up. I believe that I have learned to let go and let God to do things that only He can do and only He can change. I will say it is not an easy saying to let go and let God. Some people took years to let go and let God. I took some years too. Last year, I tasted his greatness and love.
This year theme and focus is ‘never gives up’. I will say that I am a kind of person that will give up easily. To endure the never give up process; it took lots of endurance and faithfulness. It challenges me and tested my faithfulness. Sometimes, it’s not about the result but about the endurance of the process to never give up.
Never an easy lesson but God is good. He gives us things that we can bear and never give us things that are out of our lead.
** Never give up, faithfulness is the key **
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
What’s new?
In this New Year, what is new in your life? As for me, nothing much is so new about it except some new resolution, new goal, new vision and a new blackberry.
I’ve never stop busying until recently. From November last year, events have not stopped until recently. Now, I can sit down and drop down some words.
So last year, we have thanksgiving prayer meeting from 9pm to 12am.
Really cool… The cathedral is filled with balloons. Each prayer that is prayed will release the balloon and it will fly up just like our prayer fly up to God.
Then, I have belated Christmas gift from one of the kids’ dancers that I taught them to present on Christmas day.
Later on, we have BSI Vision School opening follow with clergy conference in Tawau. This is the second time I went to Tawau. Tawau is a small town with great people and a huge house of prayer.
After clergy conference, I have him coming here to study and a dear friend wedding in Christ Church. 
Some people around me commented that i look really happy and they never see me smile as happy as this before. In my heart i thought, i always smile but being together with him, i am really happy. Now, life back to normal with him went back to KL and our long distances continue. Another week, I’ll be going back to my hometown for Chinese New Year. That’s the happening part in the early of every year.
** New Year **
I’ve never stop busying until recently. From November last year, events have not stopped until recently. Now, I can sit down and drop down some words.
So last year, we have thanksgiving prayer meeting from 9pm to 12am.
Really cool… The cathedral is filled with balloons. Each prayer that is prayed will release the balloon and it will fly up just like our prayer fly up to God.
Then, I have belated Christmas gift from one of the kids’ dancers that I taught them to present on Christmas day.
Later on, we have BSI Vision School opening follow with clergy conference in Tawau. This is the second time I went to Tawau. Tawau is a small town with great people and a huge house of prayer.
After clergy conference, I have him coming here to study and a dear friend wedding in Christ Church. 
Some people around me commented that i look really happy and they never see me smile as happy as this before. In my heart i thought, i always smile but being together with him, i am really happy. Now, life back to normal with him went back to KL and our long distances continue. Another week, I’ll be going back to my hometown for Chinese New Year. That’s the happening part in the early of every year.
** New Year **
Friday, January 29, 2010
Our Daily Journey with God
## The truest friend does not doubt but hope ##
- 28th January 2010
- Reference taken from http://www.ourdailyjourney.org/2010/01/28/
** Our Daily Journey with God **
- 28th January 2010
- Reference taken from http://www.ourdailyjourney.org/2010/01/28/
** Our Daily Journey with God **
Friday, January 01, 2010
Thursday, December 31, 2009
The last day of 2009
It has been a year of great challenge and breakthroughs, tears and joy, struggle and growth, patients and prayer. Overalls, it’s a great year to count my blessing and name them one by one. Next year… Cut a shorter hair? Or keep it long? Curl it? Or let it be?
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