My office...

At last… It is totally clean and tidy la…



You will not want to know how messy it look like earlier on.. So, better don’t put the before picture here. Hehe…

** It is in order now **

Counting down....

6 more days…
Excited…
Can’t wait…

** Counting down **

A heart voice of a friend…

Growing up in a Christian family, she has been well trained in education, leadership, music and etc. God has place a purpose in her life as well. He had placed a heavy heart on her. Every day, she struggle with searching… . Searching for His presence, searching for His love, searching for His answers, searching to know Him more…. Many voices, many ways around her… Only one heart, two hands struggling deep inside just to find the only way that He has made for her to walk.

Many times in her life, she turns left and right and she could see the whole pictures faster than anyone else, quicker than those that never notice. She heard their cry, she knows the need and yet God stood silently in her path without a word. She is lead by Him a step at a time and each steps, it requires a bigger trust, a bigger faith.

Circumstances in her life have stopped her steps because she is trap in a fallen world. Struggling to walk out of it and yet burdens that tied her and no one can release it. Friends that understand her struggles and yet find no words to comfort because there is really no word to assured her.

Only He can assured her… Only He can comfort. May the Strong and Mighty one that never let us down fall His comfort and encouragement on her. That again, she can walk with hope in front and silently she knows He is God.

** May she find her comforts when only He can gives**

When comforts needed...

A word from Him, better than a thousand words from else where. A day with Him, better than a thousand days elsewhere.

** Comforted **

The Lord said...

Do not be anxious….

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. [Jeremiah 29:11]

** The Lord said... **

Reality vs Cartoon

You thought that you have seen Bart Simpson before……

Wait for it….



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Look alike? This is with spec one ah...

** Reality vs Cartoon **

Stress out!

Responsibilities getting bigger and bigger
Task list getting longer and longer
Time passes faster and faster
Year end coming sooner and sooner
Spending time together lesser and lesser
Wishing for a break stronger and stronger

** May His grace be sufficient….
Day after days… **

Let man be man and let God be God

People expectation toward the professions that we’re working in is really high.

Some expect us to be a saint
Some expect us to be a superman
Some expect us to be a maid
Some expect us to drop down everything that we’re handling when they called in
Some even expect us to be god

We’re only human. Why not let human be human and let God be God? Expect a lot from us just because we work in a church where sinners attend?

Interesting…

** Let God be God **

Everyday prayer

May You help me to see You clearer
Walk with You closer
And love You dearly
Day by day….

** I pray… **

Enjoy working…

I still remember vividly when it comes to weekend, I am so happy. But before Monday is here, I’ll be starting to repeat the word, ‘tomorrow I have to work ooooo……..’

I used to hate Monday a lot even when I were schooling. I started to hate Monday when I reach the age of 14. During my teenager life, friends are like the most important thing in life. It seems like we all can’t live without friends around us. Haha… Thinking it back, it’s kinda funny because we can live without anyone. Without anyone, life still has to move on.

In my teenager period, I have bunch of great church friends and childhood friends but not school friends. That’s why I hate Monday. I hate going back to school but I love to go to church because all my good friends are in the church but we studied in different school.

This kind of life last… last for quite a while. The same goes to work for me last time. I really hate Monday…

Later on, I found out that I started to stop hating Monday and stop repeating myself that statement after I’ve change to my current job now.

To put aside all the high expectation, never ending works and stresses all the time, I think I really like my job. I don’t complain when I have to stay up late to get things done, I don’t hate Monday anymore and I enjoy every small little thing that I do.

Wow… I guess I really like my job. Interesting….

** Enjoy my work **

Wish to see....Animals...

This morning, I was talking to Danny about animals that I wanted to see since I was a little kids….

First of all, I loves Wombat… they are cute.. Saw them before ones when I was 12 and ever since, I wish to see them again.
2. Sheep… Baby sheep - To reflect what the bible really means.
3. Llama – Because of the cartoon ‘The Emperor’s New Groove’
4. Meerkat – Because of the cartoon ‘Lion King’
5. Panda – Because I see them on news about how pity they are
6. Platypus – Last time study about this kind of animal
7. Penguin – Not really a fans but I still wish to see them if they are pretty

So far, only can think of 7... Maybe there is more. Big fans...Big fans...

** Big fans **

I found it…

To buy something special for someone special is really a hard thing to do. I always find difficulties in buying stuff for her. Not because she is bossy but she seems like has everything already. Although she always said it’s not about the gift, but it’s about the heart but I still find difficulties in searching one thing that suits her for any event.

After I browse through a friend’s blog, the first thing that came into my mind is…. At last, I found something that I can buy.
Loves to see her dress up with jewelry on. Then I will tell myself, see… I knew she looks pretty.

The prices are crazy… I literally got myself a shock when I know how much it cost. I shall find that shop when time has come. I feel so good when I finally found something. Just hope that it looks as beautiful as it is when I tried it on.

** At last….. **

SOMA weeks

We’ve been super busy for the pass weeks because of SOMA (Sharing Of Ministries Abroad). Preparation for it is always the busiest moment.

Let the pictures speaks more than word. Thanks to dearly friend of mine for her photo which I actually stole it.
SOMA notice board - when people come in, the first thing they see is this board. Then they will be guided to the registration counter.
The gang that try to solve unseen problem and plan the worst come to worst solution while trying to relax and release some "situation stress".

Awesome respond....

Consecration of the Assistant Bishop Service - Bishop Melter Tais (A humble man of God)

Continue with celebration dinner of the Assistant Bishop in the Magellan Sutera.


The whole conference is a success though we have rooms to improve. Due to busyness and trying to make things work, i have to confess that i didn't really get the message but i will buy the recording disc to listen. The preachers are awesome.

I have a great time fellowshipping with an old friend of mine which we seldom hang out because both of us have our own church and stuff to be madly busy about. Through this conference, I enjoy hanging with her. She offers great help. She has always been a great friend. There to listen and there to help. People that know her will want to treat her with lots of love because she is such a great friend.

** SOMA Weeks **

Today's Word from Heaven

God said, “You are my beautiful maiden. I have wonderfully and fearfully made you. I form every part of you with care and I love you with an everlasting love.”

[I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well – Psalm 139:14]

** Today's word **

Today’s dress…

Today I get some compliment that I am wearing a nice dress.
Yeah!!!!
All Credit goes to my best friend because she bought me this dress. She is always caring and loving. She has a great taste also…

Today is my second time wearing it because the dress is a bit short.

But I still love it. Love the dress and love the giver even more.

** Love my best friend **

So happy for them...

Oh my… Because he has cut his hair and we seldom see each other, I nearly don’t recognize him when I first get his mms. Oh my... Have to 3G with him more.
Congratulation for the newly weds. Happy and excited for them even we are far apart. We’ve been talked about them since last week. Hahahaha…. They are truly meant for each other.

Therefore what God has joined together, let man not separate. – Mark 10:9

** Congratulation!!! **

To get well soon…

Have to eat healthy…
Eat medicine on time…
Pamper myself a bit…Hehe…

I’m better now. At least the medicine from doc work and I hope that today I don’t have to carry tissues around.

** Getting better **

Flu...

Ha Chu!!!!!

Flu again... Oh man... I am confuse that i am flu or sinus. This keep coming back and the worst is, i overslept this morning because of the medicine that i ate last night and this morning, i still carry lots of tissues around. Oh my... The medicine is not working. Gosh... I guess i really need to pay a visit to the doctor's room.

Ah chu..... Oh.... Headache now... Lord, i cannot sick. SOMA is coming and i have no time to sick...

** Sneeze **

Another stressful day!

When I get stress, I draw and I draw during meetings… meetings that never end.

Work is getting more and more and I just don’t know should start from where.

** Stressful day **

Brown & Pink!

Today is match day...
My shirt and skirt matches my shoes color....

** Yeah!!! Brown & Pink **

Learning to love

Everyone will agree that love is the greatest gift of all. Some quotes said that to be able to love and to be love in return is the sweetest feeling. God is love… and God place a deep desire for us to receive love and to love others in our life.

But love is also the most difficult lesson to learn. As I drank my coffee and have a few biscuit for breakfast this morning, my mind started to mediates on yesterday sermon. These past few weeks, we’ve been studying the book of 1 John. Repeated sermon is shared and all summarize into one word – LOVE.

When you have everything and yet no Love, it’s equals to nothing. Interesting isn’t it?

Sitting there and listening to the sermon, a friend of mine said, “We read this passage before”. I replied, “Ya, 1 John is about love and love is the most difficult thing to learn on earth”. Then she said, “Ya, and you still love Danny that much.” I paused for awhile and said, “Ya, I still love him so much”.

Someone said that to love someone that you love is easier than to love someone that you don’t like at all. As for me, I think that to love someone that I love so much is difficult and to love someone that I don’t like at all is also difficult and I concluded it as, love is never easy.

I used to be someone that loves to share my thought. But as I grow, I started to be share less, talk less and even love less. When you experience pain before, it’s not that easy to just give your heart to someone because you learn to protect yourself and be defensive. The same goes to me. I find myself stop sharing when I started to realize that when I shared, people start to conclude me the way they thought. Even with the closest people in my heart, I seldom shared. With not sharing, I started to slowly withdraw myself from love. Love is the last opinion I will take in the whole relationship or friendship. These few weeks sermon has really gives me a big challenge and struggle.

** May God give courage **

Lord, have mercy….

One fine day…

A colleague walks into my room and we started to discuss on work. Out of no where, I asked her a question. Who is the hardest guy/gal that you have ever worked with?

She thinks for a while and replied;
Well… No one.. By God’s grace, everyone is quite easy to work with. The most difficult one to work with is I, myself.

I totally agreed… Sometimes, not other people that caused me problem in working together but it’s myself that stopping me from it.

Many times in life, we all know what need to do, what we should do, how should we do it and why we must do it. But how many people will really do what they know they should do and do what they need to do? Knowing what need to do and doesn’t apply to what you should be doing equals to not knowing it at all.

** Lord, have mercy… **

Healthy Week

It’s a healthy week for me this week while I continue to try to reduce the roundness of me.

** May God gives wisdom... **

Some people write to inspired

I love to read people’s blog. Some people will write their blog differently while others are writing their blog just like a daily routine thing about what they wear, where they go, what they eat and what happen on that day. I seldom read those kinds of blog but I do read also.

I realize that from the day I started to write blog, I started also to enjoy reading two or three blog of my friends. They share their journey and sometimes, it inspired me to think more than what eyes can read.

All the while, I’ve been following a blog of a friend. It’s really amazed that I started to read while he just started to work in the society to he started to change job and he change another job again. Then he planed his wedding, on his wedding, after his wedding, change job again and now into different chapter of life- being a father.

Reading his blog inspire me in many different ways. Need not many pictures or colors.

** Just a few line of word, will do **

Smiling….

Today, a dear friend of mine gave me this out of sudden…

My first reaction is… Aw.. Where you get that and who gave that to you? I’m happy for her because someone gave her such a huge chocolate bar.

Low and behold, she said, this is for you. I bought this for you. I was so happy… and jumped like a kids in 5 years old and I give her a big hug. Thought back about my reaction, I was a bit embarrassed of my reaction in front of all my kids while I am teaching them tambourine. It’s like I am about their age. Haha…

Anyhow, the blessings made my day. Not only this but before that, another friend gave me another pack of chocolate as well.

Today I am so blessed. I thank God for a great day and He knows how to make me smile. If someone said God is not a good God, I will never believe that because with He always knows how to put a smile on my face when I need it the most.

** He put a smile on my face**

God my provider

This month has been a tight month for me because of overused what I have budgeted. But God is always good. He provides my need. Mom sends a pack of food here and it’s more than enough for this month. While unpacking the stuff, grateful I thank God for a great Mom and for His love. God is always faithful. Thank Him for great parents, caring family.

And... I got Mango from Mom...Yeah!!!

** Family is the best **

Sanctuary

When my world was in darkness
You spoke Your Word, Night turned into day
Your beauty filled this place
When my world stood in silence,
You filled my heart, with songs that never end
Forever I will praise

Pre Chorus:
To think that the universe
Could not withhold Your Glory
You choose to live in me, I’m so amazed

Chorus:
And I worship You, Lord, My life in You restored
Here is my heart, Make it Your sanctuary
For nobody else but Jesus only You

Bridge:
You are faithful and true, glorious Lord
All my life, it is You I adore
You’ve touched my soul, Completed my world
I surrender to You

When this song was sung, I stood before Him with tears running down my cheek. I am really amazed, really grateful that I have no word to express but feelings and tears. I am amazed that He has chosen me. I am amazed that He loves me with tremendous love that I have no word but tears.

I always tell Him that I couldn’t feel His love… I couldn’t walk on without His love. I don’t know how to love without His love. Through this song, there are only tears that fall.

God loves me with an everlasting love that no word can describe. I am grateful…

** A simple song yet I felt it deep inside me **

Happy to be back

Another alpha, another Friday and another weekend are coming. Times flies super fast and the three days holiday pass just like that. I enjoy every moment that I have there in that place and I am happy to be back here as well.

I always miss him very much when I step down to KK but this time, it’s different. I still miss him just that this time, I can see our future clearer with faith. Separation is just for awhile and I am excited of what we will go through together again and learn together again.

** Excited for our future **

Excited?

Yeah, i am very excited. I got holidays. Though it's only 3 days, but i look forward to this day so much. Very excited about it.... It's been 6 months plus that i didn't go KL since my last visit there. Can't wait to eat things that i've been hunger about and most important, i got to see him... and my church... and my friends.

Check list;
1. Room clean - check
2. Work - check
3. Small surprise for him - check

4. Jdude - check

5. Packing - check


Yup, can go now....

** Very Excited **

Yeah!

Finally…. I have finished my minutes writing that I get all stress up for three days. At last… it is finish. Let’s celebrate…

While I am doing the minutes, I found many interesting things include the below links. Maybe someone will be blessed by their nice website and pictures.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/tastefullyentertaining/
http://www.tastefullyentertaining.com/




But too bad that I think they stop updating the blog. It’s only up to March 2009.

**Thank God for His sufficient grace to finish the minutes on time**

Day dreaming

Writing only minutes of meeting for two days will really caused people to vomit. Why said so? Coz I hate to write minutes.

In our work life or study life, like it all not, there will be one or more tasks or subject you will hate it a lot. Last time while I was studying, I had a few subjects that I hate and when I am working now, the most dislike task that I have, is to write a long minutes of meeting that held one whole night and the next morning.

To keep the writing part interesting, I opened what I have recorded during the meeting and listen to it, while dreaming… Hehe… Yup, day dreaming is one of my release stress skill.

Low and behold, I found this;What I dreamed about? That is up to you now… One picture speaks a thousand word.

** This is just nice! **

Busy = Messy office?

Many people will come into my office with one expression or a few lines of word,

Aiyo... you should tidy up your room….

Life has been pretty busy. When I step into my room with my laptop is on, how do my surrounding looks like actually don't really matter anymore. With this kind of mess, some people will called it, ‘organize in the midst of mess’. As long as I still manage to find my things, I am ok with it.

With work like mountain and time pass like rocket, it's really hard to have the mood in cleaning and tidying up my office. To be very honest, my office will tell how busy I am. After a year of getting difference comments, I cleaned it last week.

A photo of before and after to show some different;


Thought it’s not that tidy up to my standard, but it’s better than nothing. At least I also feel better going back to office and work now. Hehe..

**Busy = messy office? **

Journey of waiting

I always used to say that waiting hurts. And it always hurt. To wait on something that you don’t know will happen or not, actually takes a bigger faith than eyes can see. Recently, I realize that everyone in their life, there is something that they wait for… something that they always hope for. Some people wait for ‘the one’. Some people wait for someone to propose. Some people wait for someone to believe in Christ. Some people wait for a life time opportunity. Some people even wait for time to pass.

In everyone’s life, we all wait for something, wait for someone, and wait that things will happen. Waiting will always be a season of life. We all will always wait for something in every season of our life. The things that we wait for will change but we are still waiting.

Waiting always hurts but in the journey of waiting, will bear the fruit of patient

** Journey of waiting **

A lovely gift from a dearly friend

Last night, I received a sweet pack of gift from a dearly friend of mine that went for holiday.

She bought me;
# A grey colour dress
# Two belts for the dress
# An artificial bread

I LOVED THE BREAD. Smells like real bread too. It is just so cute… And when I look at the bread, I will smile.

** Love the gifts, Love the giver even more **